finally can talk about it

I know all of you out there are probably wishing that I would stop talking about it here everyday.I never got to go to a support group i would talk to my husband & family oh they all love me & were there for me , but being able to talk to somebody thats been through it I haven't until now.It makes me feel so good when I read this letters that you write & when I see somebody writes me back on what I wrote makes me have a high you wouldn't believe.I feel so good right now because for 6yrs I held a lot in me that I wouldn't talk about to anybody my fears wandering well do I have it again. I want to write a book about my cancer I even had the title for it the title was IS THERE LIFE AFTER BREAST CANCER? Yes there is.I'm not that intellegent to write a book ,so I just wrote a journal for me which help me to overcome my fears .Itell all of you out there thank-you I feel the old Cheryl is back because i feel so much better about myself .A lot of people in the family made me feel like I was crazy anything I would say they would correct me on it.I finally just accept it & just stop worring of what they thought of me & worry more about my husband & daughter plus my beautiful grandkids & a son in law who I love like my own.I just feel so good now because things that happen to me I'm talking to ya & its the same as me & it feels so good to get this off my chest. My goal was to help somebody that went through what I went through which if they needed somebody just to talk I wanted to be there to listen I don't want any woman to have to keep this all bottle up in them I just want to help in any way that I can because when you get cancer it does not mean you goibg to die dwell on living & that you are going to make it .My love is to all of you because you gave me back my life that I am somebody again thank-you from the bottom of my heart because all i want is to help you if I can
i'm sorry for the long letter love in Jesus --cheryl p.s i'm sorry if i wrote to much i know i'm probably boring you with all this thanks again