Struggling with a parent’s diagnosis

My opinion only. No reason to be there as long as she has someone to take her to and from the treatments. You do not mention what type of lymphoma she has or what kind of chemo regimen she is on or her age. The different therapies vary in their severity. I have been thru it twice and though not fun by any stretch of the imagination most people do ok and sometimes having someone "hovering over" them just makes things worse. Most patients develop a relationship with their care team and do not feel alone. The first treatments are usually scary but I felt relieved after it seeing that it was very doable. My advice is hang low, don't be grim (it shows and hurts the patient) and if you must miss work to go make it during doses 5 and 6 as the damage is cumulative and she will need more help. I had someone take me for my initial treatment and then drove myself to and from the next 5. After the treatments I would go to the cafeteria and have pie and coffee ( if I felt like eating ) and wait to make sure I felt safe driving the 5 miles home. Neither of my children came in from out of state to the treatments but stayed in touch by phones. Sometimes when you feel bad it is good to be left alone. A lot of the cancer struggle is emotional so keep her busy. She will have good days and bad days. Stress strength and courage not self pity. And DO NOT feel guilty. Everyone is different so as with life in general, there are no guarantees. If she has one of the indolent forms of NHL she will likely be around 10 years from now barring death from some other cause. Hoping this makes sense. Best of luck.

Hi, I’m a 78 year old woman recovering from 6 treatments of the R-EPOCH regimen for NH Follicular Indolent Lymphoma Stage II. My last treatment was on December 3, and I feel as though I haven’t improved much since my treatment. My worst symptoms were (and still are) weakness and fatigue. “ShadyGuy “ is right about the last two treatments because the chemo effects are cumulative, so your mom will feel worse at the end of treatment. I don’t know what her treatment is, but I had mine in the hospital, four days in the hospital every 2 weeks for 6 treatments. It was a 96 hour continuous drip by IV. Your mom may need someone to drive her to and from her last few treatments. It all depends on what her condition is after treatment. I felt pretty good through the first couple days of treatment, but I was very weak after the last two treatments and was not able to drive. I hope your mom does well and her treatment is successful.

I agree with the other comments. First, give yourself a break. A lot of it depends on the chemo that she will be taking. Some is harder than others. I'm undergoing chemo right now and only the first time did I ask my husband to stay with me and that was mostly because I didn't know what to expect. There was only once I asked him to drive home and that was just because I was tired because it's hard to sleep in the hospital. I never expected my daughters, who are local, to come sit at the hospital with me but then I was only in the hospital for two nights at a time. The steroids that I would get right before chemo kind of gave me a little boost. I actually felt more tired about a week after chemo. Can you arrange your schedule so you can go visit with your mom on the weekend and maybe make some meals for her, do some grocery shopping and house cleaning? There are other ways you can help other that sitting with her during chemo. Good luck to you and your mom.