Checking in after quite a while

Hello, everyone -

I've been gone from the forum for quite a while, taking a break from talking and thinking constantly about cancer. For those who have joined the forum since I was here last, I was diagnosed almost two years ago with Stage IV, Grade 1 endometrioid adenocarcinoma. I'll update my forum profile shortly to reflect current status.

I've been heavily focused on living with cancer instead of dying from it, even despite the dire Stage IV diagnosis. I was pretty debilitated after chemo and the constant pain caused by my current meds, not recognizing my newly chunky self in the mirror and grieving the loss of my previously active and athletic self.

In recent months I've been working hard to get back into shape, hiking a nearby mountain with my dog (and sometimes my husband) pretty much every morning before work. Even though I still don't feel like myself, I'm starting to feel much stronger and happier again. I've been so afraid of getting lymphedema and I've been relieved to feel my legs feeling thinner and more muscular inside my jeans.

I was lucky to get some excellent results from chemo, which shrunk and mostly killed the mets to my lungs (the only place I've ever had mets). The Aromasin I'm on now also seems to have contributed to bringing those suckers to their knees.

I had my first scan in 6 months on Friday. After 18 months of scans every 3 months, waiting 6 was a bit scary. I just got word: No evidence of disease. Can't quite believe it, know that it may not last for years or even a year, but am still singing from the rooftops today.

And thanking you all for so much good advice and support over the journey so far. Thanks to what I learned here I have no neuropathy and was able to navigate surgery and chemo far better than I would otherwise. You all are a blessing.