Fast Relapse. Going to Sarah Cannon for stem cell trans. ISO like for info

Hello crittermamalori, 

I relapsed after only 5 months. I know exactly how you feel with the hair finally coming back and bang, it’s gone again! 

Tomorrow will be the 2 year anniversary of my SCT.  If you look back at all of my posts you might find some of my journey.  I have a hard time remembering it all now. It is doable though!  I was in the hospital for about 3 weeks, although I know that some hospitals do it outpatient now.  The collection of stem cells was a breeze! BEAM was a bit tough, but I still walked the halls daily, showered daily etc.  I remember my appetite decreasing a lot, but that was to be expected I guess. The fatigue was quite high. 

I have to say that the worry part doesn’t change much. I worry everyday. I have an appointment with my oncologist Friday and I can already tell my anxiety is creeping up! 

You can do it!!

Sharon

CritterMamaLori said:

hmmm

I guess I'm not sure how to get to just your specific posts.... any suggestions?

Wish I could help with that.  I could only find them by scrolling and looking for sal0101. Maybe someone else has some insight.

Sharon

Sorry to hear this news CritterMamaLori.  I have been reading this thread over and over and my heart goes out to you, your husband and your pets.  I have also read about SCTs and find them to be very promising for 2nd line treatments of dlbc NHL's.  Personally, although I am in remission from stage 4 dlbc, I dread at times the chance of relapse(my last treat was July 3rd, 2018).  It's like every pain or new feeling is the nasty monster coming back.  But living life is all that makes it all go away if only for a short time.  Good luck to you CritterMamaLori!

CritterMamaLori said:

Got some great info from my head chemo angel during last labs

EVERYONE should have a person in their lives like this young lady. She is the head chemo nurse where I received my chemo treatment first go around. She explains things so you can actually comprehend each and everything you want to know. She has been involved in SCT in a few cases and gave me a really detailed synopsis of what will happen. Not that any case is the same but I think I can cope with this better than I had been with the unknowing. I also found out that they don't want to start chemo first because of how my cancer is morphing to try to survive in me. (Being "special" is cool but not this kind of "special") My angel said that she will be surprised if they don't keep me on consult and start harvesting right away or send me home for a couple days and I will have to come right back. Personally, I would like to come back home for a couple days to regroup before having to stay a whole month but the other part of me just wants to get it started and over with.

I'm finding that through my job I have tons more support than I ever imagined from people I hardly know. Some people are just incredibly amazing and I will forever be indebted. My boss is one of those in that group. My husbands job is trying to work with him also so hopefully when all said and done we can go back to some normalcy.

I will try to keep posting and maybe help someone else that need some personal insight while I go through this journey.

All good thoughts, energy and prayers are well received and know that I have all of us in my heart hoping for that miracle of freedom of this crazy rotten disease.

Critter,

My wife had to go on the Federal Family Leave Act when I was sick (FFLA).

I met many of the greatest people I've ever encounterd at the infusion centers.  It is a breed apart, even among nurses.

One infusion nurse had to fill in with me one day -- not my regular person.  She was unbelievable, and I learned later that day that she had had advanced lymphoma, and a few years later stage II or III breast cancer.  She had a segment on local TV news which I later watched.   

I came to know that there is significant burnout among these people however. My own NP during infusion was not there one week when I came in, and I asked about her. They said "she could not do oncology anymore," and had moved into a different nursing field at a different hospital.

Realize that at times THEY need OUR support and positive feeback also.

Again, just a stellar crowd,

max

Hi Lori,

I had a stem cell transplant on 7/24/17 for Large B-cell.  Mine also morphed so I was called "Double Hit", very aggessive.  I had 6 months of Hyper-CVAD chemo with 8 Spinal chemos of Methotrexate and Cytoxin.  I had the transplant done at Dana Farber in Boston, MA.  The hardest part of the transplant for me was the isolation.  The treatment itself is doable, the BEAM chemo does a job on your digestive system so I did lose my appetite and have diarrhea at the end.  I was inpatient for my transplant, but I was in contact with a woman who had hers at Sloan-Kettering in NY and she was out-patient. I was "quarantined" for 30-90 days (different degrees) after the transplant which surprisingly went fast.  If you have any specific questions, I would be happy to answer them if I can.  Best Wishes to you and your journey.  ~Cat

Max Former Hodgkins Stage 3 said:

FFLA

Critter,

My wife had to go on the Federal Family Leave Act when I was sick (FFLA).

I met many of the greatest people I've ever encounterd at the infusion centers.  It is a breed apart, even among nurses.

One infusion nurse had to fill in with me one day -- not my regular person.  She was unbelievable, and I learned later that day that she had had advanced lymphoma, and a few years later stage II or III breast cancer.  She had a segment on local TV news which I later watched.   

I came to know that there is significant burnout among these people however. My own NP during infusion was not there one week when I came in, and I asked about her. They said "she could not do oncology anymore," and had moved into a different nursing field at a different hospital.

Realize that at times THEY need OUR support and positive feeback also.

Again, just a stellar crowd,

max

I never realized that there was a burnout among the staff at infusion centers. I only thought of my specific problems and I commend them too and will not forget about them when I revisit every 3 months.

philr828 said:

I never realized that there was a burnout among the staff at infusion centers. I only thought of my specific problems and I commend them too and will not forget about them when I revisit every 3 months.

 

 

 

Hi, philr,

A friend was dying with prostate cancer in 2013. He was an inpatient at our local teaching hospital, but I worked odd hours, getting off at 3:00 AM every night. But the hospital let me go by on my way home at 3:30 AM after work nonetheless.

I went in one night and got to talking to the supervisory floor nurse at the desk, an RN. Young woman, maybe 30.  Since it was obvious from our conversation that I knew my friend's doctors and NPs, she asked me how I knew about cancer, and I related my own battle with HL, which was treated by the same Cancer Center that ran the inpatient floor, but my care was just as an outpatient.

She made a comment that really stuck with me. She said, "It is so great to hear from a patient who made it, who is well. I wish my coworkers were here to hear your story.  We almost never hear back from our patients, not in a good way."

Obviously, she meant that most people on her floor died.  She did not say it in a way that was morbid or fatalistic, just sort of "that's how it usually is. We do our best."

My treatment was six months of chemo. Two all-day visits per month, once every other Friday.  I got to know maybe five people at the infusion center fairly well, since they mostly had staggered schedules for infusion, not the easy two-week schedule that I had. What I'm saying is that although it was six months, most other people there I saw only on occasion.  Several others I recognized and would speak to, in passing.

Of those five, all died shorthly thereafter.  None of them had lymphma, except one former coworker, who had Mantle Cell.

It would be hard for anyone to do that for a living, long-term. We must respect and prize them for what they do.

max