Honestly...Should Have Been Dead By Now...Anal Cancer

If it wasnt for the treatment. My time was up but medicine has kept me going with complications. My Final Destination of sorts. Should have passed on at 56 Naturally. It was my time to die but treatment has kept me alive. Now with new chest pains when I swallow or breath...an Anal Fistula and a Leg Blood Clot. Philosophically...should have passed on. Lovely Thoughts tonight cant sleep living in Community Housing building trying to recover where others are partying all night and only care about themselves and not others. Complaining to higher authorities does zippo...cant afford to move. Stuck here trying to get better with drunken potheads living directly above me partying all night.