A new path forward...

Thanks for the update. I’ve been thinking of you. One day at a time and sounds like you’ve got a few options. Try to focus on having a wonderful Thanksgiving with all your family. I’d eat (and do) eat whatever I want. 

i am so srrry to hear this.  The one thing you have going for you, is your inner strength , and you have high levels of that.  I hope your energy gets a little better.  I also understand the appetite problem. Nothing tastes good right now.  I have gone to drinking Premier Protein And  Carnation instant breakfasts.  It does have some protein and hydration.

Hugs and prayers, Lou Ann

Daylady,

I'm so sorry to hear about the results of your PET scan.  I also had metastases to my liver.
I know you are on metformin but besides storing glucose, the liver also stores iron.  I had
very high iron levels when my cancer metastasized. I think I asked you before if you had
been tested for ferritin (iron stores) but never heard the results.  It is is a key driver of cancer
and is ususally tested to monitor the success of cancer treatment.

I personally believe that cancer goes where the food supply is- since you probably have your glucose
and insulin under control with the metformin, since both are in the liver, the only other thing I can
think of right now is that you might have hign iron levels. You don't hear much talk about how 
iron contributes to cancer but it does- every cell needs iron to divide and cancer cells are dividing rapidly,
so they need alot of iron.

I would suggest getting tested for this as soon as you can if you haven't been tested before.
If your problem is iron overload, chemo won't help that.  But there are supplements that will
or chelation therapy. Something is causing your body to still be a ripe environment for cancer
so you just have to do some detective work. Remember, the liver also does detox in our body-
so if it is not working properly, that could be why your lymphatic system is lit up. 

I know you work with a naturopath. Are you taking any supplements specifically for
liver support?

Let's solve this mystery.

Takingcontrol58

Helen,  I'm so sorry to hear this news and can understand how discouraged you are.  But never give in and never give up!  You are amazingly courageous and an inspiration to us all.  Sending you hugs and prayers.

Nancy

Helen,

I'm distressed by your scan results. This disease really blows. If your body is craving certain foods, I think you shld eat them - perhaps some in more moderation than others! Dehydration can cause tiredness, so keep up your fluids.

As for immunology drugs, I know Luann is on Keytruda,cwhich was FDA approved for endometrial cancer in May, and I'm on Opdivo, which has not been approved and being given to me experimentally and without charge from Bristol Meyers. Opdivo is working for me.... I dont know of any other immunology drugs being used for this cancer, but I do know Opdivo and Keytruda target different pathways/mutations, so I encourage you to ask your onco about both drugs, if you haven't already.

I'm sending you loads of positive energy and good thoughts, and its my hope that all the love for you on this board buoys your mind, body and spirit.

Gardena

Violet123 said:

Thinking of you

Sorry to hear of your news Helen.  You sound like a strong and courageous person.  Keep living with an attitude of gratitude. Hang in there.   I am new to this website, and feel the support of the members.   I have not had a PET scan yet.  The oncologist said 3 months after I complete treatment then he will order the PET Scan.  I have completed 3 of 6 chemo rounds, then 5 days x 5 wks of radiation.  I hear what you are saying about craving the food we shouldn't eat. It is hard to stick with the healthy meal options.  Keep us posted on your journey.   We are here for you!

Linda

Linda, Just wanted to welcome you to our board. I hope you are tolerating your treatments well. Half way through chemo! Good for you.

Love and Hugs,

Cindi

Helen, I would feel the exact same way you do! You have every right to feel frustrated and worried about what's ahead! I sure would! Allow yourself to feel what you're feeling. At the same time opening yourself to "the path forward" as you say is important. A lot of people who thought they were out of options have benefitted from clinical trials. Depending on the design of the clinical trial there could be one that will allow you to continue the avastin/gemzar chemo along with the addition of an investigational drug. In the meantime do whatever helps you get through and makes you feel good! Enjoy the holidays with your family! Love to you,

Sandy 

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

Kathy

Dear Helen,

I'm sorry that your PET scans didn't show any good news. I was so hoping for good news from you.

I think right now you have to just take it one day at a time and try to take care of yourself. If you don't have an appetite, LouAnn's suggestion of drinking one of those healthy protein/supplement drinks might help give you the energy you need. If eating vegetables is difficult to do, you could always buy those vegetable powders that you mix into water or into drinks that take the place of multiple servings of vegetables such as Aojiru, Kiwami greens, or barley grass powder. I also think takingcontrol's advice sounds quite valid. Anything inside you could be a factor of causing the cancer cells to grow and spread. It could may well be decreased liver function or high iron levels. Personally, I don't know anything about this, but it couldn't hurt to test your levels and see where you fall at. Talking with your naturopath about steps you can take is a good idea as well. It's also good that you found an oncologist you like to work through this with you.

Praying that you stay strong and get through this!
Rebecca

It's so hard to hear this after all you have been through. It helps to hear that you do have a plan to keep going forward. It must be the business woman in you!  You couldn't have accomplished all that you have without that "can do" spirit and I hope you never lose that. Ain't no fat lady singing yet!

As for those cravings...that's your body telling you it needs something it's not getting, so maybe you should listen to it and not worry so much about eating perfect. The holidays seem like the perfect time to loosen up a little!