suspicious pain

Cucu me said:

Omg

I don't have the radiology results yet and I'm pretty sure that the doctor will call me with bad news.

I had the CT scan on Tuesday, I called yesterday and the admistritrator said that the doctor is busy and

he will call me. My Ca125 is 7. Before the end of chemo was 2.

I'm scared, stage 4 is not joke.How many people survive it?Omg

Waiting for test results is the pits!!!  I hope the pains turns out to be the results of aging.  I know I have more aches and pains than I had even five years ago.  One night I crawled into bed and I would have swore I knelt on a HUGE needle!  I even looked for blood.  It's happened twice since then and my doctor thinks it's a nerve pinch in my knee and there's nothing they can do.

Take care,

Eldri

Abbycat2 said:

No, no, dear cucu me, don't go there!

I think it takes a week or more before you get the results. Two days is not enough time! Don't stress over this if at all possible. My Ca 125 has never been below 8 and yours is quite low. THAT is a very good sign. Hang in there and try to just put one foot in front of the other and live in the here and now. I have been working very hard to do just that! 

Hugs,

Cathy

We are only human, so it is difficult not to worry about new aches and pains. I try to be positive regardless of what I may face tomorrow. Isn't today all any of us really have?  Did those innocent victims in Paris, or on that bombed Russian plane or the government employees in California think that they would die the day they did? No, they didn't wake up that morning expecting it.  We are only guaranteed this moment and nothing more. I have learned not to take anything in this world for granted - thank you cancer for that- including the incredible women I have met here.  My heart is filled with gratitude and sadness, too, because we have all suffered the loss of so many others.

As Ro would say,

In peace and caring,

Cathy

so the worries won't stand in today's  way, worry/stress is nourishing food for cancer, I pray that we can all keep those 3 evils at bay , daunting task but we must reject troubling thoughts without confirmation of test result. when worrying gets a head start it weakens and overtakes courage.

I wish us all daily renewed courage.

Yea , Cancer taught us many things , oh God !!! -too many. Cancer also taught many of us how to find our selves and indeed embrace the find.

Now if only we could find a way to always, always exercise this positivity of which I speak.Then my /your cancer would lose it's sting .Now imagine a state of mind where cancer becomes just a nuisance and not our everything. I push myself every day to imagine it so. I may be a fool but I am choosing to borrow happiness for the rest of my shortened days.

I am loving and hugging the thought that we are each other's sounding board when we are sad or glad  Nuff love, my sisters . Moli

Abbycat2 said:

Cindi, thanks for the birthday wishes!

We are only human, so it is difficult not to worry about new aches and pains. I try to be positive regardless of what I may face tomorrow. Isn't today all any of us really have?  Did those innocent victims in Paris, or on that bombed Russian plane or the government employees in California think that they would die the day they did? No, they didn't wake up that morning expecting it.  We are only guaranteed this moment and nothing more. I have learned not to take anything in this world for granted - thank you cancer for that- including the incredible women I have met here.  My heart is filled with gratitude and sadness, too, because we have all suffered the loss of so many others.

As Ro would say,

In peace and caring,

Cathy

 

Love the compilation of unexpected and dreadful deaths, proving our cups are half full,  the calculation and the reality check. yea ! no guarantees after this moment, none whatsoever.Keep hugging the moments with gratefulness despite Cancer.

Moli

Cucu me said:

Sisters,

I finally got the CT scan results and they are good.

Only for the kidneys the report says:

"Stable too small to categorize 
low-attenuation bilateral renal lesions."

I guess is something old, although was not on the report before the surgery, but it was after.

Anyway I'm happy with the results. Next scanner is in March.

Btw the suspisious pain is less, I'll go eventually to a family doctor and see what is it.

Happy for your good news!

Cucu me said:

update

End of chemo October 9.

Start of the suspicious pain on November 17.

CT scan on December 1 and fine result,only too small spots on both kidneys, Ca 125 - 7

Finally ultrasound on January 21.

Results today:

Some spot on my liver, my Onco doctor wants me to do a new scan next week.

Now they are concerned, I can definately say that!

 

Love you sisters!

 

After I had my hysterectomy on September 30th, I had a CT scan which showed some spots on my liver so they did another scan and they turned out to be fatty deposits which, according to my doctor, a lot of "older" people have and are nothing to worry about.  Hopefully yours will turn out to be something like that.

Love,

Eldri

Cucu me said:

I pray for that

Thank you Eldri!

Wishing you the best health and no more problems.

Cucu please keep  in mind that  the liver is a clearing house,It may be that some crud is there that has nothing to do with cancer.

Think in terms of: not every shadow is the boggie man. I hope this is the case for you . Stay intact ,minimizing worry as there is nothing you can do about it now.wait for confirmation before expending the energy.

Showers of blessings I wish you  now. Moli.

Cucu me said:

Thank you

Moli, you are so caring.

Best to you too and don't stop make us laugh.

Please let us know the results. I'm sending you lots of energy towards staying NED!

Hopefully, it is just a normal something....

Love and Hugs,

Cindi