Still Here After 8 Years w/Stage 4 Ovarian Cancer

msfanciful
msfanciful Member Posts: 559

It's been a while since I've been on these discussion boards.  I have made lifelong friends with many beautiful ladies from this very board. I took a break from the boards when my cancer fight became more intense and I began  going to md anderson once a month now. I'm currently on a second clinical trial study for recurrent ovca.  I'm blessed to say I'm still fighting and my second study meds are working.  Whoever reads this please know for many months this board got me through many depressing days, fear and uncertainty.  Many of the friends I've made via this board have since passed, but not without impacting all who knew them.  Many women answered questions that no one but ovca patients could answer.  I give thanks to this forum because it took me from being fearful and not living, to now living each day to the fullest on good and bad days.  Love to all the ovarian cancer warriors and I'm glad to see this site still exists.

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  • NoTimeForCancer
    NoTimeForCancer Member Posts: 3,486 Member
    Thank you for posting, Ms

    Thank you for posting, Ms Fanciful! While we hear about your battle in this email, it is so good to hear you are still with us. I am not a ovarian cancer warrior, I am another gynecolgical cancer survivor and visit my teal sisters to see how they are.

  • Veranos
    Veranos Member Posts: 18
    Thanks!

    Thank you for sharing; you are beautiful, too, inside and out.

  • bikurgurl
    bikurgurl Member Posts: 8
    You are so strong...

    ...prayers for you as you continue your journey...

     

    Kelly

  • lovesanimals
    lovesanimals Member Posts: 1,366 Member
    bikurgurl said:

    You are so strong...

    ...prayers for you as you continue your journey...

     

    Kelly

    Thank you for checking in!

    May your second clinical trial kick your cancer's butt to the curb for good!

    Warm hugs,

    Kelly

  • bob13440
    bob13440 Member Posts: 66

    Thank you for checking in!

    May your second clinical trial kick your cancer's butt to the curb for good!

    Warm hugs,

    Kelly

    such an onspiring post. Thank

    such an onspiring post. Thank you for sharing! Keep it up

  • Cafewoman53
    Cafewoman53 Member Posts: 735 Member
    You are my inspiration !

    Just reading that you are an eight year survivor is encouraging. I am almost at the five year mark and my cancer was very aggressive.

    I do not post here very much but in the beginning this board was my lifeline, one woman Hissy Fitz was so knowledgable I thimk she knew more than most doctors !

    Dont ever give up they are making advances daily, I think they are close to having a breakthrough with our treatment !

    Colleen

  • pandagypsy
    pandagypsy Member Posts: 113 Member
    Thanks for the positive post!

    We survivors need to hear from you!  I know that when I was diagnosed in 2009 stage IV OC, I couldn't see any future......the worst was going to the movies and watching coming attractions......silly me, I WASN'T going to be alive to see these movies in six monthsFoot in Mouth

    No, it's not easy being a "survivor".......6 months chemo, surgery, 6 more months chemo......"scanitis" every time for check ups......reoccurance in May 2014....more chemo Frown 

    I am finally recovering from this last bout of chemo, and am looking forward to a long remission. A lot has happened in 6 years......I amhappy to have been alive !Sealed

     

  • kikz
    kikz Member Posts: 1,345 Member
    You were

    among the first ladies I met on this board, Sharon.  I sobbed while typing my first post because I was so moved that I found a place where others really knew what I was going through.  It was three months after my diagnosis, I had undergone chemo and surgery and was waiting to have more chemo.  I was so scared and felt so alone.  Monday will be five years since my diagnosis.  I too have mourned the loss of so many absolutely wonderful women on this board and cherish the friendship of others still fighting the disease as I am.  Your posts were always uplifting and hopeful.  I have also watched all your youtube.com videos, which I recommend.

    For some reason when I joined a couple of groups on Facebook, I quit coming here as often.  But when I do I find the comfort of many familiar faces.  Thank you for making this  journey a little easier.

    Karen

  • Jue
    Jue Member Posts: 80
    Hi it's so uplifting to hear

    Hi it's so uplifting to hear your doing so well , when i was diagnosed april 2014,  I thought that was it life was over , I stumbled across this board and it's been my education and my life lifeline in the last year, if I need to feel better there's always someone with kind words or to make you laugh who understands what your going through, the ladies on this board are an inspiration .

  • Mwee
    Mwee Member Posts: 1,338
    I've also been away, but still going strong!

    I haven't checked in in quite awhile and was so happy to see your beautiful face smiling at me! I'm coming up my my 9 year survival anniversary. My disease is recurrent and I've been chemoing for the past 6 years, but I'm here and living my life to the fullest. 

              (((((((Hugs))))))))) Maria

  • kikz
    kikz Member Posts: 1,345 Member
    Mwee said:

    I've also been away, but still going strong!

    I haven't checked in in quite awhile and was so happy to see your beautiful face smiling at me! I'm coming up my my 9 year survival anniversary. My disease is recurrent and I've been chemoing for the past 6 years, but I'm here and living my life to the fullest. 

              (((((((Hugs))))))))) Maria

    So great

    to hear you're doing well, Maria.

    Karen

  • 2timothy1 7
    2timothy1 7 Member Posts: 345
    You

    Wonderful to see your smiling face!

  • yamster34
    yamster34 Member Posts: 75
    It is a great encouragement

    It is a great encouragement to hear that other stage 4 ovarian cancer survivors are living so long! My experience is different than most cancer survivors because I am trusting my healing to the Lord instead of getting any treatment! I have been blessed to be a survivor for more than 6 months now. The doctor that diagnosed me did not seem to think I would live much past the day I was diagnosed. This made me realize that only God knows when any of us will die. Not to mention, if the doctor had written me off as dead, only a miracle from God could save me! I am being told by many people around me now that I am a walking miracle. My hospice nurse said my skin color is healthier than she has ever seen it and my vitals are great. She sees nothing that tells her that I am going to die anytime soon. All I can say to that is praise the Lord!

  • JuliaW
    JuliaW Member Posts: 1
    I am brand new to this forum

    I am brand new to this forum and to cancer--at least cancer for myself.  I was diagnosed initially as having upper respritory illness...then bronchitis...then asthma before someone took a chest xray and found my right chest cavity was full of fluid--pleural effusion is what I was told.  After 5 more recurrances and a suspicious lab result on the fluid I was sent thru a battery of tests; mammogram, upper chest ct, pet scan, abdominal ct, colonoscopy, endoscopy, diganostic d&c and laproscopy of my abdomen the real diagnosis came thru; Stage 4 ovarian cancer.  I have had 2 chemo treatments as of yesterday.  The CA 125 lab showed my number increased from 343 to 423.   Both the doctor and the nurses in the infusion center said 'they have seen some people not drop on that number until the second or even the third treatment'.  Has this been the case for anybody here?  Reading posts like these where people are living YEARS with Stage 4 diagnosis gives me such HOPE that I will see my 17 year old son take a pretty girl to a formal dance, graduate high school and even college.  And maybe live long enough to retire and spend some time with my husband traveling across the country catching up with scattered family.  That has always been our plan anyway.  Both my husband and son have serious lifelong health problems that I have always managed....kept doctor appointments straight, ordered the meds, kept their pill boxes filled.  I worry how they willl manage If I am not here.

  • Georgia_OCCC
    Georgia_OCCC Member Posts: 1
    JuliaW said:

    I am brand new to this forum

    I am brand new to this forum and to cancer--at least cancer for myself.  I was diagnosed initially as having upper respritory illness...then bronchitis...then asthma before someone took a chest xray and found my right chest cavity was full of fluid--pleural effusion is what I was told.  After 5 more recurrances and a suspicious lab result on the fluid I was sent thru a battery of tests; mammogram, upper chest ct, pet scan, abdominal ct, colonoscopy, endoscopy, diganostic d&c and laproscopy of my abdomen the real diagnosis came thru; Stage 4 ovarian cancer.  I have had 2 chemo treatments as of yesterday.  The CA 125 lab showed my number increased from 343 to 423.   Both the doctor and the nurses in the infusion center said 'they have seen some people not drop on that number until the second or even the third treatment'.  Has this been the case for anybody here?  Reading posts like these where people are living YEARS with Stage 4 diagnosis gives me such HOPE that I will see my 17 year old son take a pretty girl to a formal dance, graduate high school and even college.  And maybe live long enough to retire and spend some time with my husband traveling across the country catching up with scattered family.  That has always been our plan anyway.  Both my husband and son have serious lifelong health problems that I have always managed....kept doctor appointments straight, ordered the meds, kept their pill boxes filled.  I worry how they willl manage If I am not here.

    Smallish world JuliaW

    I too just joined this forum, any forum ever for that matter--and have been healthy all my life and taking care of everyone else, including a son with life long illness like you and yours.  I stumbled across this site while looking for information for stage 1C ovarian clear cell carcinoma on Medhelp.  I did a search for members with OCCC and did not get any results.

    I just thought it interesting that the two of us sign up the same day and both have taken care of our loved ones and now everyone's going, oh, no, what happens now.  I'm luckier than many as most women are diagnosed late stages, like you--but so far I haven't been able to find any long term survivors of this particular ovarian cancer, CCC, apparently it's meaner than some others and chemo resistant.  I just finished my chemo and did surprisingly well with it.  6 cycles carboplatin and taxol. 

     Now I just wait and see.

     I hope you'll do as great as Msfanciful!!!

  • Jue
    Jue Member Posts: 80
    JuliaW said:

    I am brand new to this forum

    I am brand new to this forum and to cancer--at least cancer for myself.  I was diagnosed initially as having upper respritory illness...then bronchitis...then asthma before someone took a chest xray and found my right chest cavity was full of fluid--pleural effusion is what I was told.  After 5 more recurrances and a suspicious lab result on the fluid I was sent thru a battery of tests; mammogram, upper chest ct, pet scan, abdominal ct, colonoscopy, endoscopy, diganostic d&c and laproscopy of my abdomen the real diagnosis came thru; Stage 4 ovarian cancer.  I have had 2 chemo treatments as of yesterday.  The CA 125 lab showed my number increased from 343 to 423.   Both the doctor and the nurses in the infusion center said 'they have seen some people not drop on that number until the second or even the third treatment'.  Has this been the case for anybody here?  Reading posts like these where people are living YEARS with Stage 4 diagnosis gives me such HOPE that I will see my 17 year old son take a pretty girl to a formal dance, graduate high school and even college.  And maybe live long enough to retire and spend some time with my husband traveling across the country catching up with scattered family.  That has always been our plan anyway.  Both my husband and son have serious lifelong health problems that I have always managed....kept doctor appointments straight, ordered the meds, kept their pill boxes filled.  I worry how they willl manage If I am not here.

    Hi Julia w , just to let u

    Hi Julia w , just to let u know I was diagnosed stage 3c with ca125 numbers at 800 and after first chemo carbo /taxol it had gone up to 1100 , my oncologist says it's pretty normal to see and sometimes numbers may not go down till 3rd or 4th dose . Wishing you well  during your treatment try to look after yourself and rest despite what sounds like your busy life . Best wishes jue x

  • yamster34
    yamster34 Member Posts: 75
    JuliaW said:

    I am brand new to this forum

    I am brand new to this forum and to cancer--at least cancer for myself.  I was diagnosed initially as having upper respritory illness...then bronchitis...then asthma before someone took a chest xray and found my right chest cavity was full of fluid--pleural effusion is what I was told.  After 5 more recurrances and a suspicious lab result on the fluid I was sent thru a battery of tests; mammogram, upper chest ct, pet scan, abdominal ct, colonoscopy, endoscopy, diganostic d&c and laproscopy of my abdomen the real diagnosis came thru; Stage 4 ovarian cancer.  I have had 2 chemo treatments as of yesterday.  The CA 125 lab showed my number increased from 343 to 423.   Both the doctor and the nurses in the infusion center said 'they have seen some people not drop on that number until the second or even the third treatment'.  Has this been the case for anybody here?  Reading posts like these where people are living YEARS with Stage 4 diagnosis gives me such HOPE that I will see my 17 year old son take a pretty girl to a formal dance, graduate high school and even college.  And maybe live long enough to retire and spend some time with my husband traveling across the country catching up with scattered family.  That has always been our plan anyway.  Both my husband and son have serious lifelong health problems that I have always managed....kept doctor appointments straight, ordered the meds, kept their pill boxes filled.  I worry how they willl manage If I am not here.

    I was briefly concerned about

    I was briefly concerned about how my husband, our 4 adult children and other family members and friends would handle it if God decided to take me home. What I soon realized was that I am still alive. I am planning for future events, such as my husband and I renewing our wedding vows on November 7, 2015. I live each day to the fullest knowing that nobody is guaranteed tomorrow! I once had a blood clot in my left leg and when I mentioned that I was not going to do anymore blood thinner injections, my family said, "it can travel and you could have a heart attack or stroke." I said, "or I could walk into the street and be hit by a car!" Do not be afraid to live and enjoy every day you have as the gift it is. I believe that if the Lord heals me here or takes me home, I win! I know there are peopke that will miss me whenever I go home to Heaven. All I can do is pray that the people that will struggle with me not being here anymore will come to know and trust the Lord as much as I do now. I am infinately blessed!

  • Ziva
    Ziva Member Posts: 16
    Listening to your story

    Listening to your story MsFanciful gives me hope. I don't post much but I am a MMMT Stage 3c OC person. I was DX in Oct 2013. I pray for you and all the others with this cancer. May we all have the strength to fight this.

  • melaniesells4u
    melaniesells4u Member Posts: 6
    yamster34 said:

    I was briefly concerned about

    I was briefly concerned about how my husband, our 4 adult children and other family members and friends would handle it if God decided to take me home. What I soon realized was that I am still alive. I am planning for future events, such as my husband and I renewing our wedding vows on November 7, 2015. I live each day to the fullest knowing that nobody is guaranteed tomorrow! I once had a blood clot in my left leg and when I mentioned that I was not going to do anymore blood thinner injections, my family said, "it can travel and you could have a heart attack or stroke." I said, "or I could walk into the street and be hit by a car!" Do not be afraid to live and enjoy every day you have as the gift it is. I believe that if the Lord heals me here or takes me home, I win! I know there are peopke that will miss me whenever I go home to Heaven. All I can do is pray that the people that will struggle with me not being here anymore will come to know and trust the Lord as much as I do now. I am infinately blessed!

    Thanks for your positive outlook

    Prayers for you!

  • 2BoyzMomma
    2BoyzMomma Member Posts: 1
    Hello Everyone!

    Hi Y'all. It is nice to hear your stories. I have been going through this for a while but haven't taken advantage of the support we can have through these message boards. 

    I was diagnosed in Oct 2012 with a malignant lymph node, after a ton of tests they told me it was stage 4 Ovarian cancer in Nov 2012 (CA125 was almost 1100 when I started chemo). I was 48 years old with 2 young sons and a husband who needed me (I do know that God will ALWAYS care for my family if I'm not here, I just want to be here!) I did 4 carbo/taxol treatments, the surgery (take it ALL out!!) and 2 more carbo/taxol treatments. (My chemo was every 3 weeks with extra time off for surgery) I was at that point NED or in complete remission. I got taxol every 4 weeks as maintenance for 8 months, still NED. the in April of 2014 my numbers were increasing. Enlarged Lymph nodes on the CT scans. I felt like I was kicked in the stomach- but I was able to get back up again and keep fighting! Thank you God! We waited till Sept 2014 to start chemo (my oncologist didn't want to start untill I had symptoms) My CA125 was over 300 and I was having pain with an enlarged lymph node in my groin. Chemo worked. 15 weekly treatments of carb/taxol. NED from mid Dec til April, during which I received monthly, then biweekly taxol.  In April my CA125 was rising again. Even with the taxol. Sooo, my oncologist told me not to worry, there are many more drugs to try! Honestly, God has given me so much faith and trust in Him, that I don't worry much any more, I just keep moving forward. Now I'm on Doxil monthly. My numbers have kept rising- over 240ish? but they say that happens sometimes.

    I am having some side effects, .....................but I have run out of time-....... time to go watch a movie with the kiddos!!! They are about to start without me!!!!! 

    DON'T STOP LIVING AND HAVING FUN!!!!!          Jeremiah 29:11  "for I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord,  plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." 

    XXOX