scan results

qv62
qv62 Member Posts: 434 Member

I met with my chemo-oncologist last week and I am happy to report my first post treatment scans are clear, no sign of tumor NED. I also had an appointment last week with the colo-rectal sugeon for my anascopy however she felt I was not healed enough for the procedure and rescheduled me for November. I told the doctors how I was still so overwhelmed with fatigue and finding it difficult to do anything much other than work and sleep. They wrote me out of work for Wednesdays for the next three months, to have a break in the work week. Today was my first day off and it was much needed, I feel recharged and ready for work tomorrow. I have always been a bionic bunny working 2 jobs and raising 4 kids, now I am ready to fall flat on my face after being back to work since Labor day, my " I think I can" turned into " I really can't" I'm hopeful this midweek break will do me well I am not one to surrender but I have waved the white flag.

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  • pializ
    pializ Member Posts: 508 Member
    qv62

    Congratulations!!! Fantastic news!

     

    I am now 20+ months post treatment,  but remember the fatigue well. It's far beyond feeling tired, & difficult to describe, but sometimes I would be too tired to engage in conversation & was sent home from work in the early days after my return to work. I could barely stay awake ( & that was 8 months after treatment). 

    It does get better, but is helped if you can pace yourself. Do what you have to, & in time you will gather strength. Fatigue was my main symptom prior to diagnosis. I am not where I was before this journey began, but as I look back I can see I am still improving.  

    Liz

  • judyv3
    judyv3 Member Posts: 143 Member
    Yay!

    So glad to hear that your first scans were clear!  Such a relief.  And I'm glad that you are able to take time that you NEED to heal.  I think that we all have a tendency to do too much whether we are sick or healthy.  Enjoy your Wednesdays.  

    I am having a CT scan on Friday (I am one year post diagnosis).  I cannot wait for it to be over.  Waiting is stressful.  But I have faith that all will be well.

    Happy for you!

    Judy

  • mp327
    mp327 Member Posts: 4,440 Member
    qv62

    Such great news about your scans!  Congratulations!  I am glad your anoscope got rescheduled.  There's absolutely no sense in irritating that area and causing a setback in your recovery.  I hope things will be greatly improved for you when the time comes for that exam.  The fatigue is normal.  I'm glad you'll have a day in the middle of the week to rest and recoup.  It sounds like you are doing great--may that continue for you!

    Martha

  • qv62
    qv62 Member Posts: 434 Member
    mp327 said:

    qv62

    Such great news about your scans!  Congratulations!  I am glad your anoscope got rescheduled.  There's absolutely no sense in irritating that area and causing a setback in your recovery.  I hope things will be greatly improved for you when the time comes for that exam.  The fatigue is normal.  I'm glad you'll have a day in the middle of the week to rest and recoup.  It sounds like you are doing great--may that continue for you!

    Martha

    Liz, Judy & Martha

    Thank you all for the congrats, I feel mentally better now that the scan came back clear, just want the scope behind me as well but yes it's true, no sense in tearing into already torn tissue, so I will wait. Good luck to you on Friday Judy ! Sending positive energy your way ! May we all continue to have good news :)

  • mp327
    mp327 Member Posts: 4,440 Member
    judyv3 said:

    Yay!

    So glad to hear that your first scans were clear!  Such a relief.  And I'm glad that you are able to take time that you NEED to heal.  I think that we all have a tendency to do too much whether we are sick or healthy.  Enjoy your Wednesdays.  

    I am having a CT scan on Friday (I am one year post diagnosis).  I cannot wait for it to be over.  Waiting is stressful.  But I have faith that all will be well.

    Happy for you!

    Judy

    Judy

    I want to wish you all the very best with your scan tomorrow.  I hope you don't have to wait long for the results and that it's all good news!

    Martha

  • judyv3
    judyv3 Member Posts: 143 Member
    qv62 said:

    Liz, Judy & Martha

    Thank you all for the congrats, I feel mentally better now that the scan came back clear, just want the scope behind me as well but yes it's true, no sense in tearing into already torn tissue, so I will wait. Good luck to you on Friday Judy ! Sending positive energy your way ! May we all continue to have good news :)

    Thank you!

    I'll take that positive energy with me.  I've already been frustrated by procedure changes and a location change.  Just trying to go with the flow.  

  • judyv3
    judyv3 Member Posts: 143 Member
    mp327 said:

    Judy

    I want to wish you all the very best with your scan tomorrow.  I hope you don't have to wait long for the results and that it's all good news!

    Martha

    Thanks so much.

    I was going to put a post out for positive thoughts and vibes and here they are without asking!  I don't know where I'd be without my forum friends.

    In the past I have had results very quickly, but things are changing (radiation oncologist may be leaving the hospital, which he mentioned when we sheduled this).  I'm not attached to him, truthfully I don't think he was attentive enough (no weekly skin checks).  I felt like I was by myself.  Anyway, that's in the past.  Of course, they changed the way they do CT scans.  I used to drink the contrast at home and partially in the office.  Now I have to show up hours before the scan and drink the solution there.  I don't know what is standard in this situation.  They also changed the location that I was scheduled at and a few phone calls that were frustrating but I'm up and ready to get this done!

    Scan is at 11:15.  

    Thanks for the positive energy!

  • pializ
    pializ Member Posts: 508 Member
    judyv3 said:

    Thank you!

    I'll take that positive energy with me.  I've already been frustrated by procedure changes and a location change.  Just trying to go with the flow.  

    Judyv3

    I hope scan went welL. Hope you ddon't have to wait too long for results.

    Liz

  • sandysp
    sandysp Member Posts: 868 Member
    qv62 said:

    Liz, Judy & Martha

    Thank you all for the congrats, I feel mentally better now that the scan came back clear, just want the scope behind me as well but yes it's true, no sense in tearing into already torn tissue, so I will wait. Good luck to you on Friday Judy ! Sending positive energy your way ! May we all continue to have good news :)

    I am so glad to hear this news!

    Great news both your scans are clear and that you can take a mid week break. I really grew to appreciate the value of rest through this experience. I hope you still will continue ask for what you need in this regard. I am also glad to hear you get some more time to heal before the scope. I truly believe it is going to be fine and you need this extra recovery time.

    Thanks for posting. 

    All the best,

    Sandy

  • qv62
    qv62 Member Posts: 434 Member
    sandysp said:

    I am so glad to hear this news!

    Great news both your scans are clear and that you can take a mid week break. I really grew to appreciate the value of rest through this experience. I hope you still will continue ask for what you need in this regard. I am also glad to hear you get some more time to heal before the scope. I truly believe it is going to be fine and you need this extra recovery time.

    Thanks for posting. 

    All the best,

    Sandy

    sandysp

    Thanks as always for your good wishes, thinking of you and hoping all will go well. Please keep me posted.

  • qv62
    qv62 Member Posts: 434 Member
    judyv3 said:

    Thanks so much.

    I was going to put a post out for positive thoughts and vibes and here they are without asking!  I don't know where I'd be without my forum friends.

    In the past I have had results very quickly, but things are changing (radiation oncologist may be leaving the hospital, which he mentioned when we sheduled this).  I'm not attached to him, truthfully I don't think he was attentive enough (no weekly skin checks).  I felt like I was by myself.  Anyway, that's in the past.  Of course, they changed the way they do CT scans.  I used to drink the contrast at home and partially in the office.  Now I have to show up hours before the scan and drink the solution there.  I don't know what is standard in this situation.  They also changed the location that I was scheduled at and a few phone calls that were frustrating but I'm up and ready to get this done!

    Scan is at 11:15.  

    Thanks for the positive energy!

    judyv3

    I am hoping you get results both quickly and with positive notes ! I have the opposite with my radiological oncologist moving. I absolutely adore her, we are on a first name basis, she has been so attentive and nuturing, hugs and all. Now that she is moving my last appointment with her is next week, if I want to stay with her I'll have about a 2 hour trip so I am quite sad to see her go. She is staying with MSKCC so I could follow her but when I think about the round trip travel time being 4 hours plus I think I'll give her replacement a shot, but I know I will shed some tears when we part ways next Wednesday.

  • K8M
    K8M Member Posts: 55 Member
    Great news!

    Great news!

  • qv62
    qv62 Member Posts: 434 Member
    K8M said:

    Great news!

    Great news!

    K8M

    Thank you, yes it is great news, once I have my scope I think I will feel complete. Scheduled for November and hoping it doesn't get put off. Hope you are well.

  • qv62
    qv62 Member Posts: 434 Member
    yesterdays visit

    Yesterday I had another post treatment visit with my radiation oncologist, I might have mentioned to some of you I was quite dissapointed to find out on my last visit that she is moving to a new facility, right now she is about a 15 minute ride, the travel to the new facility will be about an hour and a half or more depending on traffic however she doesn't want to see me again till March so instead of being turned over to her replacement I made the appointment with her and will take the trip. Looking for some reinforcement since I've become so close to her (she was seeing me on a regular basis at least a year prior to treatment) and my friends here think I'm crazy when I could stay right here with a new doc.

  • mp327
    mp327 Member Posts: 4,440 Member
    qv62 said:

    yesterdays visit

    Yesterday I had another post treatment visit with my radiation oncologist, I might have mentioned to some of you I was quite dissapointed to find out on my last visit that she is moving to a new facility, right now she is about a 15 minute ride, the travel to the new facility will be about an hour and a half or more depending on traffic however she doesn't want to see me again till March so instead of being turned over to her replacement I made the appointment with her and will take the trip. Looking for some reinforcement since I've become so close to her (she was seeing me on a regular basis at least a year prior to treatment) and my friends here think I'm crazy when I could stay right here with a new doc.

    qv62

    I don't think you're crazy at all.  I would go the distance to keep seeing the doctors who have been on my case from the beginning, the ones who know me inside and out, literally!  I really hit the jackpot with my rad onc, as he is usually at a facility down in the city of Atlanta, which is quite a drive for me.  However, at the time of my diagnosis, he had been sent up to work at their facility in my town, due to the resignation of the previous doctor.  It was pure luck, as far as I am concerned, that the timing of my diagnosis and the timing of his duty up here conincided.  He is an awesome doctor! 

    I think one thing your friends may not understand is that having had anal cancer means exams that are uncomfortable and somewhat embarrassing.  I would hate to think about starting over with all of that with a new doctor.  Go with your gut--obviously it says to stay the course!  I hope you are doing well in your recovery.

    Martha

  • jcruz
    jcruz Member Posts: 379 Member
    qv62 said:

    yesterdays visit

    Yesterday I had another post treatment visit with my radiation oncologist, I might have mentioned to some of you I was quite dissapointed to find out on my last visit that she is moving to a new facility, right now she is about a 15 minute ride, the travel to the new facility will be about an hour and a half or more depending on traffic however she doesn't want to see me again till March so instead of being turned over to her replacement I made the appointment with her and will take the trip. Looking for some reinforcement since I've become so close to her (she was seeing me on a regular basis at least a year prior to treatment) and my friends here think I'm crazy when I could stay right here with a new doc.

    stay with the one you like

    I agree with Martha about staying with your doctor, especially since your follow-ups will be months apart.  If you like your docs stick with them.  I've already planned not to move after I retire until I'm past the five year mark because I don't want to introduce my body to anyone else.  I like my docs (mostly)  They know me and I am comfortable especially with my surgeon.  He's the easiest to talk to and does the snoopiest exam so no way would I switch to anyone else.

    Janet

  • TraceyUSA
    TraceyUSA Member Posts: 316
    qv62 said:

    yesterdays visit

    Yesterday I had another post treatment visit with my radiation oncologist, I might have mentioned to some of you I was quite dissapointed to find out on my last visit that she is moving to a new facility, right now she is about a 15 minute ride, the travel to the new facility will be about an hour and a half or more depending on traffic however she doesn't want to see me again till March so instead of being turned over to her replacement I made the appointment with her and will take the trip. Looking for some reinforcement since I've become so close to her (she was seeing me on a regular basis at least a year prior to treatment) and my friends here think I'm crazy when I could stay right here with a new doc.

    1st - YIPPEE, Congrats on NED

    2nd - I would stick with the doctors you really like.  I was advised to stick with the surgeon I did not like because he knew my case from the beginning and all involved felt it was best to keep the same doctors if possible.  Plus going to a different doctor may mean more tests.

    So glad you're doing well!

  • Ouch_Ouch_Ouch
    Ouch_Ouch_Ouch Member Posts: 508 Member
    qv62 said:

    yesterdays visit

    Yesterday I had another post treatment visit with my radiation oncologist, I might have mentioned to some of you I was quite dissapointed to find out on my last visit that she is moving to a new facility, right now she is about a 15 minute ride, the travel to the new facility will be about an hour and a half or more depending on traffic however she doesn't want to see me again till March so instead of being turned over to her replacement I made the appointment with her and will take the trip. Looking for some reinforcement since I've become so close to her (she was seeing me on a regular basis at least a year prior to treatment) and my friends here think I'm crazy when I could stay right here with a new doc.

    Pay no attention to those friends behind the curtain!

    You are most definitely not crazy. An hour and a half is very do-able. (I used to commute that much to work and to school in NYC every day.)

    I agree with what all the above posters wrote. But in addition, not only do you need a doctor with knowledge and skill in this rare cancer, but one that you trust implicitly. It sounds like this woman fits the bill for you in all those ways. I think that you'd be crazy to bail out on a doctor like that!

  • qv62
    qv62 Member Posts: 434 Member

    Pay no attention to those friends behind the curtain!

    You are most definitely not crazy. An hour and a half is very do-able. (I used to commute that much to work and to school in NYC every day.)

    I agree with what all the above posters wrote. But in addition, not only do you need a doctor with knowledge and skill in this rare cancer, but one that you trust implicitly. It sounds like this woman fits the bill for you in all those ways. I think that you'd be crazy to bail out on a doctor like that!

    To All

    Thanks for the reassurance, that is just what I needed. God bless this board, I don't feel so CRAZY now lol. The best of everything to all of you and again many thanks for being there.