Winter Marie

Marie let me know you posted , I haven't gained a pound, although I am sure trying, I'm pretty tired all the time, walking around my house is exhausting.  I finally went to the store to get some clothes to fit today because my pants kept trying to fall and I was swimming in my shirts, so went from size 8 to size 5 now, but it sure is nice to have pants that stay up without holding them .

To say I'm not a bit scared would be a lie, I kind of keep wondering how long I have left and it is scary, I'm trying to think positive but it is hard.

here's to our health!!

Winter Marie

herdizziness said:

Hello

Marie let me know you posted , I haven't gained a pound, although I am sure trying, I'm pretty tired all the time, walking around my house is exhausting.  I finally went to the store to get some clothes to fit today because my pants kept trying to fall and I was swimming in my shirts, so went from size 8 to size 5 now, but it sure is nice to have pants that stay up without holding them .

To say I'm not a bit scared would be a lie, I kind of keep wondering how long I have left and it is scary, I'm trying to think positive but it is hard.

here's to our health!!

Winter Marie

You've been so supportive to everyone and now it's our turn to say keep on going.  It is definitely scary, that's the hardest part.  I am thinking of you and sending you good vibes to gain strength and get your appetite going.

herdizziness said:

Hello

Marie let me know you posted , I haven't gained a pound, although I am sure trying, I'm pretty tired all the time, walking around my house is exhausting.  I finally went to the store to get some clothes to fit today because my pants kept trying to fall and I was swimming in my shirts, so went from size 8 to size 5 now, but it sure is nice to have pants that stay up without holding them .

To say I'm not a bit scared would be a lie, I kind of keep wondering how long I have left and it is scary, I'm trying to think positive but it is hard.

here's to our health!!

Winter Marie

I'm so sorry to hear of your unability to to gain weight and feel better.  You have to be scared for all that has to be going on, but I'm praying that you do find the strength and can find some comfort and maybe even weight gain.  We miss your posts and still love your positive attitude.  You have my cyber hug big time and wish you well.

Hugs!  Kim

herdizziness said:

Hello

Marie let me know you posted , I haven't gained a pound, although I am sure trying, I'm pretty tired all the time, walking around my house is exhausting.  I finally went to the store to get some clothes to fit today because my pants kept trying to fall and I was swimming in my shirts, so went from size 8 to size 5 now, but it sure is nice to have pants that stay up without holding them .

To say I'm not a bit scared would be a lie, I kind of keep wondering how long I have left and it is scary, I'm trying to think positive but it is hard.

here's to our health!!

Winter Marie

My dear friend, how I wish that I could take all of your pain and sickness away.  I'll just never understand how life can be so unfair to such a wonderful person as you.  

Gentle hugs dear ((()))

Cyn

herdizziness said:

Hello

Marie let me know you posted , I haven't gained a pound, although I am sure trying, I'm pretty tired all the time, walking around my house is exhausting.  I finally went to the store to get some clothes to fit today because my pants kept trying to fall and I was swimming in my shirts, so went from size 8 to size 5 now, but it sure is nice to have pants that stay up without holding them .

To say I'm not a bit scared would be a lie, I kind of keep wondering how long I have left and it is scary, I'm trying to think positive but it is hard.

here's to our health!!

Winter Marie

your are a great fighter.  My George is having a tough time also.   Lots of prayers for you and my husband.  I feel your anxiety.

 Hugs George & Diane

Phil64 said:

Wishing you Peace Winter

Wishing you Peace Winter Marie. Thank you for being here for us. Big hug.

Phil

Always thinking of you girlfriend. Big hug! 

maglets said:

Winter Marie

Winter Marie....my dear girl.....I can hardly say how much I admire you and how much I feel you have given to this forum and to me personally......always strong, always witty, always smart, always funny.....supportive.....Winter Marie you have worked so so very hard......

i am so sorry that your weight is dropping and you feel so low......just don't have the words.....wish I could wrap you up with a hug and tell you, you are one of the bravest and strongest people I know....thank you Winter marie

with deepest love.....mags

It is good to hear from you, but not to hear how bad it is for you. 

I do so hope that you can find a way to gain some of that weight. As you are well aware, its a great help when fighting The Beast. 

You are always in our prayers. 

Sue - Trubrit

herdizziness said:

Hello

Marie let me know you posted , I haven't gained a pound, although I am sure trying, I'm pretty tired all the time, walking around my house is exhausting.  I finally went to the store to get some clothes to fit today because my pants kept trying to fall and I was swimming in my shirts, so went from size 8 to size 5 now, but it sure is nice to have pants that stay up without holding them .

To say I'm not a bit scared would be a lie, I kind of keep wondering how long I have left and it is scary, I'm trying to think positive but it is hard.

here's to our health!!

Winter Marie

i admired your strength and your determination from the start. Your words helped many of us when we needed it most. Sending you my appreciation of all you have contributed to our CC community. Sending my thoughts and prayers for your comfort.

N B

herdizziness said:

Hello

Marie let me know you posted , I haven't gained a pound, although I am sure trying, I'm pretty tired all the time, walking around my house is exhausting.  I finally went to the store to get some clothes to fit today because my pants kept trying to fall and I was swimming in my shirts, so went from size 8 to size 5 now, but it sure is nice to have pants that stay up without holding them .

To say I'm not a bit scared would be a lie, I kind of keep wondering how long I have left and it is scary, I'm trying to think positive but it is hard.

here's to our health!!

Winter Marie

you have been such a strong lady through all of this crap, and deserve better than this.

Sending love and strength your way from up north~AA

Sundanceh said:

echoing your sentiments

my thoughts are running parallel with yours now as well.........size 30 from 42........down 105 lbs.

You're not alone....I walk beside you.

-Craig

I'm just glad you are still posting. Hang in there young man!!!