Hi Friends!

CivilMatt said:

better times

Rachel,

Through it all, you sound like you are doing better (mentally) “I don’t care , LOL” and physically (you ate some).  Hopefully, your difficulties will be behind you soon with better times ahead.

It is a tight budget in all of H&N Land this year, Jeff is working on a new contract for the elves, Phrannie’s looking at guiding the sleigh with her horse and John’s trying to help Santa reboot his website while T practices with the H&N choir and you can imagine what they sound like.

Peace with you girl,

Matt

Matt,

Since day 1 you have always made me laugh!  Therapy is helping and making progress, just have to find Rachel, not Rachel cancer survivor, Rachel the flooring salesperson, just me for me and not find myself apologizing for my short comings due to 13 years after this disease!  But i do and will always say that with such a full and thankful heart to God for never leaving me alone even this far in, right beside me walking!  Is T playing and singing again?  I sure hope so i know how afraid he was, being his career and all.  You i can see how you are, your sense of humor is top notch and keeps you moving on!  I am sure Phrannie would offer to lead the sleigh in a second!  John doesnt need help with internet he needs to help us with it!  And Jeff, Jeff will work any contract that helps anyone?

take care funny man, ill check in again!

rachel

debbiejeanne said:

rachel, so good to hear from

rachel, so good to hear from you.  glad you are doing well.  about finding Rachel, that will take some time so be patient.  i went thru about the same thing and it is a rough road.  hang in there, you will find you!  i'm so glad you were able to eat!!!!  how exciting and wonderful.  things really are getting better.  if we don't talk to you again soon, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.  I pray the new year is better for everyone here.

God bless you,

dj

I will talk again Debbiejean I promise!  Thanks for the hopeful words!  Hope throat dilation is holding up!  Pray for all of you everyday!

stay well and fight on crew, 

Rachel

Hondo said:

Hi Rachel

 

 

Always good to hear from you and to know you are doing well. Like you I am still fighting the side effects but it could be a lot worse. It is hard for people to understand what I am saying so I have been using my hands as well, normal for a coonass. I hope you get things worked out soon so life can get back to some kind of normal and faith can having a better Christmas next year.

 

God Bless

Tim Hondo

Aww sweet Hondo,

still dealing is an understatement huh? But we are strong and we will suck all the joy out of life we can!

Faith is so scared this hear of anhone being sick, namely me!  If i take a nap by fire on sat afternoon she panics that I am turning into "Zombie Mommy" i was last year before hospital stay and missing Christmas.  She keeps saying you'll be home this hear right Mom and i just say thats my plan honey, hope its Gods too!  But this hear I am different I face fears if I dont feel well I go to doctor before it becomes something more!

as far as speaking and understanding that is alo g with jearing why I cant work anymore, kinda hard bei g a salesperson and i cant hear clients and they cant understand me!  My voice wont get better, apparentlly once soft pallet becomes paralyaized it cant be fixed? So I am stuck either dramatically nasal or muffled?  What can I do, just move past it and remember me blessings and continue to see therapist and psych and stay on happy pills to forget what i should be unhappy about!

faith will have better Christmas this year thank you for the wish, and may you and yours be healthy and full of happiness for the New Year!

take care sweet friend,

Rachel