Knowing I had a problem I tock a few months away.

mzl0ve
mzl0ve Member Posts: 62
in Breast Cancer #1

I have been away for many months, but I have been thinking of each and everyone of you and sending prayers and thoughs to all.

i am said to say my cancer is back. I have 3 new tumors. My world has fallen apart. I do not know what to think or do. I know I'm going to fight but to be honest I'm having a hard time with the idea of losing my hair again. I have also lost my grandfather to lung cancer and both my grams have been diagnosed with cancer one colan and the other badder. I know I have to sux it up and do what I got to do. All I want to do is lay in bed. Thank you for letting me vent, I know y'all understand hugsss

 

Amie

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  • New Flower
    New Flower Member Posts: 4,294
    #2
    Hi Amie

    I am sorry that your cancer is back. Please know there is hope for everythone with cancer, including us who have to deal with it second or even third time around.I understand you worries about hair, however you know that hair will grow back. Several women on this side have been in remission after stage IV diagnosis I believe you will join this group too.

    Read my profile, I was on Xeloda last year for 8 months. My initial diagnosis was in 2008.

    Hugs to you and stay connected. We will help you to go through Chemo again

  • disneyfan2008
    disneyfan2008 Member Posts: 6,583 Member
    #3
    sorry to hear...
    Denise

    sorry to hear...

    Denise

  • hope67
    hope67 Member Posts: 181
    #4
    Amie, so sorry for your bad news

    Sending big hugs your way.

    Hugs, Carmen

  • kmenurse
    kmenurse Member Posts: 217
    #5
    Chin up my dear..... It's

    Chin up my dear..... It's time to fight.... You can do this... Stay POSITIVE!!!!  Hugs and Prayers... Kathy

  • camul
    camul Member Posts: 2,537
    #6
    Hi Annie

    I am so sorry that you have to do this again. Keep venting, we do understand and can relate to just wanting to lay in bed. Sometimes when I wake up, I have that minute or two when I just look around before the reality of my life sinks back in. I hope you are not in a lot of pain! Keep venting!
    Hugs coming your way!
    Carol

  • ittybitty
    ittybitty Member Posts: 3
    #7
    Amie

    Oh I am so sorry to hear that you cancer is back.  Something that you never wanted to hear or have to say again.  The first time was hard enough.  My heart goes out to you and your family.

    You are strong and all that were there the first time shall be there again Iin your corner cheering for you.  Im new to this site and everywhere ive looked there are nothing but strong people everywhere that will be right there with you.  A hug if you need. A prsyer if you want. A smile or a tear. What ever you need or dont know thst you need we are all here for you.

    Hair will grow back. I even have a wig if your interested I also cornered the market on scarves as well.

    Take care of yourself. Many hugs. 

    Ittybitty

  • mzl0ve
    mzl0ve Member Posts: 62
    #8
    ittybitty said:

    Amie

    Oh I am so sorry to hear that you cancer is back.  Something that you never wanted to hear or have to say again.  The first time was hard enough.  My heart goes out to you and your family.

    You are strong and all that were there the first time shall be there again Iin your corner cheering for you.  Im new to this site and everywhere ive looked there are nothing but strong people everywhere that will be right there with you.  A hug if you need. A prsyer if you want. A smile or a tear. What ever you need or dont know thst you need we are all here for you.

    Hair will grow back. I even have a wig if your interested I also cornered the market on scarves as well.

    Take care of yourself. Many hugs. 

    Ittybitty

    Thank you everyone

    I can not tell y'all how much I need to hear it's ok to vent. My family sees me as the strong one. I can be and normally am but I don't feel like I have to fake my feelings here. Y'all are the best, send lot of prays and love y'all's way.

    the count down is on, my new treatment starts Tuesday morning.

  • VickiSam
    VickiSam Member Posts: 9,079 Member
    #9
    mzl0ve said:

    Thank you everyone

    I can not tell y'all how much I need to hear it's ok to vent. My family sees me as the strong one. I can be and normally am but I don't feel like I have to fake my feelings here. Y'all are the best, send lot of prays and love y'all's way.

    the count down is on, my new treatment starts Tuesday morning.

    Amie -- My thoughts, and prayers

    are with you.  Please keep us posted.

     

    Strength, Courage and HOPE for a Cure.

    Vicki Sam

  • lintx
    lintx Member Posts: 697
    #10
    Amie

     

    Thinking of you as the battle begins.  You can do this, and we're all here surrounding you with love and positive thoughts.  Hugs, Linda

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