Mpls. again tomorrow

We've been in a heat wave here.  The humidity has been almost as high as the temp.  Higher 90's....tropical, wet and just plain icky ! 

We go into the U of M in the morning.  Rolie's appointments first with endo.  And then mine after.  I'm not nervous as I want to figure a few things out in my mind.  I have some pretty hard hitting questions for my onc's.  They're good guys, and I think they'll get it.  They see so much in a day's time.  They will be doing the scoping, and a needle biopsy in office.  I use to have such a phobia of needles.....especially when they're directed at my neck or head.....lol !  Then of coarse labs. 

I will be discussing trials with the medical onc.....but was recently told you have to be healthy enough to be accepted.  Good lord, seriously ?  No, I do understand this.  And I agree why would a person put themselves through the unknown if it'll take 'em out. 

I am getting the things lined up at home.....moving right along.  The lifeline box we received yesterday is really futuristic looking.....and the reach is enough I can be outside and still have range.  I think it's hard to make these choices, and yet I know they need to be made the way I want them.....not by a stranger.   I'm not gonna lie, it sucks to be in this position....but what do you do right ? 

It's sinking in.....even being the stubborn old woman I am.  I still want to get up in the early morning....have my coffee and be off to work by 4:30 a.m.  I really do miss it. 

But I'm still kickin it....and am doing it my way.  Never ever accepted anything less in life.....never will !  Many hugs and warm thoughts sent off to you all !  Katie