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p, thats FANTASTIC!!!! sophrannie51 said:ENT says....
everything looks great!!
then.... I told him I loved him....LOL (I really did tell him that). I am so glad the timing of these two appointments came the way they did...with seeing the ENT before the scan....getting a little relief is going to help.So I'll come down the wall a bit, and won't have a nervous breakdown waiting on Wed's scan. At least I can relax about another dose of NPC....I hate to wish my life away, but damn....I can hardly wait till Friday. I don't get how a normally sane person...well reasonably sane person...can turn into such a freak overnight....
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p, thats FANTASTIC!!!! so take some deep breaths, in thru the nose, out thru the mouth (or something like that...lol) and calm down. friday w/b here b4 u know it. take your horse out for a trot to celebrate.
seriously, i hope you r able to calm down a little. being that anxious can wear u down. give us another pic of u w/your horse. hey, what happened w/pic from your short get away? did u post them and i missed them or have you not posted? that w/give u something to do to occupy your mind. take care, p, u r n my prayers.dj
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Now.....phrannie51 said:ENT says....
everything looks great!!
then.... I told him I loved him....LOL (I really did tell him that). I am so glad the timing of these two appointments came the way they did...with seeing the ENT before the scan....getting a little relief is going to help.So I'll come down the wall a bit, and won't have a nervous breakdown waiting on Wed's scan. At least I can relax about another dose of NPC....I hate to wish my life away, but damn....I can hardly wait till Friday. I don't get how a normally sane person...well reasonably sane person...can turn into such a freak overnight....
p
I can say... "See...Told ya so!" Great News ... NED is waiting for ya!
~"T"
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SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!! Peace isphrannie51 said:ENT says....
everything looks great!!
then.... I told him I loved him....LOL (I really did tell him that). I am so glad the timing of these two appointments came the way they did...with seeing the ENT before the scan....getting a little relief is going to help.So I'll come down the wall a bit, and won't have a nervous breakdown waiting on Wed's scan. At least I can relax about another dose of NPC....I hate to wish my life away, but damn....I can hardly wait till Friday. I don't get how a normally sane person...well reasonably sane person...can turn into such a freak overnight....
p
SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!! Peace is once again yours, wed. Results will be the samr! God is Good!
rachel
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I totally forgot dj, about the pic of us girlsdebbiejeanne said:p, thats FANTASTIC!!!! so
p, thats FANTASTIC!!!! so take some deep breaths, in thru the nose, out thru the mouth (or something like that...lol) and calm down. friday w/b here b4 u know it. take your horse out for a trot to celebrate.
seriously, i hope you r able to calm down a little. being that anxious can wear u down. give us another pic of u w/your horse. hey, what happened w/pic from your short get away? did u post them and i missed them or have you not posted? that w/give u something to do to occupy your mind. take care, p, u r n my prayers.dj
on the California trip. This is just the four of us on our way down the coast to Carmel to meet the 5th girl who lives there....That's San Fransico in the background....
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Yup you can say that T....fishmanpa said:Now.....
I can say... "See...Told ya so!" Great News ... NED is waiting for ya!
~"T"
....and I'm feeling ever so much better at this particular moment than I have for the last 2 weeks....LOL.....don't even have the headache.....
p
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Fantastic News!phrannie51 said:Yup you can say that T....
....and I'm feeling ever so much better at this particular moment than I have for the last 2 weeks....LOL.....don't even have the headache.....
p
Praise God! I am so happy for you, dear Phrannie.
~S~
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P, awesome pic!!! u lookphrannie51 said:I totally forgot dj, about the pic of us girls
on the California trip. This is just the four of us on our way down the coast to Carmel to meet the 5th girl who lives there....That's San Fransico in the background....
P, awesome pic!!! u look wonderful. i'm glad ur anxiety has calmed down. now enjoy the evening.
dj
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WOOHOO!!!!phrannie51 said:Yup you can say that T....
....and I'm feeling ever so much better at this particular moment than I have for the last 2 weeks....LOL.....don't even have the headache.....
p
I'm so happy for you!!!!! I hug my surgeon everytime I see him
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Phrannie, I will be praying for you this week. I know it is going to be NED! I have been having more muscle spasms in my neck the past month or so and I just had a clear scan in June. I will continue to think positive. Glad the ENT had good things to say. I see a new ENT next month. I will probably get a little anxious before that. I don't really like new doctors but mine retired.:(
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Sausalitophrannie51 said:I totally forgot dj, about the pic of us girls
on the California trip. This is just the four of us on our way down the coast to Carmel to meet the 5th girl who lives there....That's San Fransico in the background....
That kinda looks like Sausalito...
JG
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Thank you everybody
for helping me get through this day.....I'll keep re-reading the posts if I turn into a puddle again before scan results come back.
Matt did you do an authentic Lola? Little paws in the air, with your legs splayed? I did a quasi Lola today, myself....only I was holding my Kindle...ha! Then I took a little advice from here and rode my new mare. As soon as I figure out how to upload a little movie I'll show you guys what she looks like in action.....I think she's very pretty
. Everybody here is the BEST!! I honestly don't know how I would have gotten through the last year and a half without you.
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Good news...phrannie51 said:Thank you everybody
for helping me get through this day.....I'll keep re-reading the posts if I turn into a puddle again before scan results come back.
Matt did you do an authentic Lola? Little paws in the air, with your legs splayed? I did a quasi Lola today, myself....only I was holding my Kindle...ha! Then I took a little advice from here and rode my new mare. As soon as I figure out how to upload a little movie I'll show you guys what she looks like in action.....I think she's very pretty
. Everybody here is the BEST!! I honestly don't know how I would have gotten through the last year and a half without you.
p
Phrannie....Glad to hear your news from your ENT. Good thoughts for the scan....
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Not far away..
Hi P,
Like you and so many of our brothers and sisters I too can get "edgy" with certain changes in my body and feelings. A raspy voice, cough, as you say ear ache or lack of zip that wasn't there yesterday or is here today. If on a regular check up a doctor suggest another test I go into, "oh, not again" mentality. This particular "scare" has come up three times in the past 18 months and it takes its toll on ones pyche or atleast on mine.
Today I got an "all clear and go on and make long term plans" from my doctor after a number of test freed me of my latest scare. November 22nd will be my 22nd year of NED and I plan on celebrating it with my wonderful wife who has stuck by me through all this after having been married only one year before my first treatment. How blessed can I be?
Scared? Yes, from time to time. Giving up? NEVER! All the best to all of us. josh r.
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22 years of knowing Mr. Ned??josh r. said:Not far away..
Hi P,
Like you and so many of our brothers and sisters I too can get "edgy" with certain changes in my body and feelings. A raspy voice, cough, as you say ear ache or lack of zip that wasn't there yesterday or is here today. If on a regular check up a doctor suggest another test I go into, "oh, not again" mentality. This particular "scare" has come up three times in the past 18 months and it takes its toll on ones pyche or atleast on mine.
Today I got an "all clear and go on and make long term plans" from my doctor after a number of test freed me of my latest scare. November 22nd will be my 22nd year of NED and I plan on celebrating it with my wonderful wife who has stuck by me through all this after having been married only one year before my first treatment. How blessed can I be?
Scared? Yes, from time to time. Giving up? NEVER! All the best to all of us. josh r.
Amazing and inspiring!! Thank you josh for posting....I'm sorry you still have moments of "uh oh...not again".....but on the other hand, it makes me feel that I'm not so irrational.
p
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Irrational?phrannie51 said:22 years of knowing Mr. Ned??
Amazing and inspiring!! Thank you josh for posting....I'm sorry you still have moments of "uh oh...not again".....but on the other hand, it makes me feel that I'm not so irrational.
p
Cute yes, irrational no. How many people have you told about scanxiety? How many times have you told ME not to worry and that all my symptoms all in my head.
Relax girl, you're doing great.
Joe
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Hi Phrannie .........jcortney said:Irrational?
Cute yes, irrational no. How many people have you told about scanxiety? How many times have you told ME not to worry and that all my symptoms all in my head.
Relax girl, you're doing great.
Joe
It's 10:40pm on Tuesday night (MST) and I saw your post. For what it's worth I whispered a prayer that all is well on the scan tomorrow and Phrannie continues to enjoy her dance with Mr. NED!
I totally understand the anxiety (and you know so many of us do) ....but we got your back....
I look forward to hearing your good news. Miss you guys and wish to gosh mom would settle down and I could visit the site more often...
Best,
Tim
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Good Thoughtsphrannie51 said:22 years of knowing Mr. Ned??
Amazing and inspiring!! Thank you josh for posting....I'm sorry you still have moments of "uh oh...not again".....but on the other hand, it makes me feel that I'm not so irrational.
p
Holding good thoughts for you!
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today's the dayphrannie51 said:Thank you everybody
for helping me get through this day.....I'll keep re-reading the posts if I turn into a puddle again before scan results come back.
Matt did you do an authentic Lola? Little paws in the air, with your legs splayed? I did a quasi Lola today, myself....only I was holding my Kindle...ha! Then I took a little advice from here and rode my new mare. As soon as I figure out how to upload a little movie I'll show you guys what she looks like in action.....I think she's very pretty
. Everybody here is the BEST!! I honestly don't know how I would have gotten through the last year and a half without you.
p
Phrannie
Had a note on my calendar that today was scan day.
You will do just fine.....and then like all of us, wonder what all the fuss was about.
So, sending good vibes. just relax......just like Lola, but you should probably keep your legs together, LOL
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