Follow up of bad scan

I'm so sorry Mary - sending prayers your way right now. You said 'possible' mets? Wishing and hoping and praying that things are ok.

Prayers in progress right now. Don't let your fears get the best of you this evening. Soon you will know what you are dealing with and what action you need to take. You will be in my thoughts for a peaceful night.

islandgirlculebra said:

Prayers

I've been praying for you too....

'possible mets'......... Nothing definite yet, so hold onto that! I will be thinking of you & wishing you all the best, a virtual holding of your hand. Liz

I'll be thinking of you tomorrow.  I'm also a single mother and can't bear the thought of leaving my daughter.  Hoping for some kind of good news for you.

xx

Marynb said:

No answers yet
Thank you all for your continued prayers and support. I don't have answers yet. Looks like I will need more biopsies, surgery. My prayer is that God heal my body of all cancer and that I can be here for my child.

I'm sorry you are still in wait mode for answers and have more procedures coming up.  I will certainly be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

Marynb said:

Martha
Thank you very much. Prayers are most appreciated!

Thinking of you this side of the pond. I know you are a tough cookie & will do whatever it takes. 

Marynb said:

No answers yet
Thank you all for your continued prayers and support. I don't have answers yet. Looks like I will need more biopsies, surgery. My prayer is that God heal my body of all cancer and that I can be here for my child.

I am sure it does get more difficult to receive bad news or news where there is a lack of clarity and more waiting; but the power of positive thinking can do wonders alongside keeping yourself physically fit and eating as well as possible.

Marynb said:

Thank you everyone.
Keeping anxiety at bay has suddenly become a big challenge. Words escape me now.

This is way too hard, even for me! I think the unknown is much worse than the known. Please let us know as soon as you hear what is going on. You are in my heart and prayers.

Fondly,

Sandy

Sending prayers and good vibes your way ! I haven't been on the board for quite a while but have been thinking of you, you are such a positive infuence here to all of us, know we are here for you. I will keep the prayers flowing, stay strong

Marynb said:

Update
I have had a long week. The scan showed possible mets to my lungs and breast. I spent a lot of time talking to doctors this week. I have seen all of the scans. It sure is scary to see those black dots on the scans. Not good. It is hard to know right now which cancer could be spreading. I won't have answers for a few weeks. I have appointments coming up with surgeons. I have spent much time staring at the stars and trying to gather my strength and faith. I do not know what I will decide to do, if I can do anything at all. I am not going to tell my daughter until I know more. I wish that I could say that I was at peace with it, but I am not. I can say that at this point in my life, I am at peace with how I have lived my life. That gives me some solace. I do not feel overly anxious, for some odd reason. I think after having two separate cancers, I realized that every day was a gift. I want to live a lot longer, to see my daughter start her own life and find happiness.

I know you don't yet have a lot of the answers you and your doctors need to have in order to come up with a treatment plan, so I will not bombard you with questions.  I will only say that you will be in my thoughts and prayers and may God give you the strength to get through this.  Updates whenever you can provide them will be appreciated and prayers will be copious.