Difficult times...need your support

Well my sisters I didn't get a good report on my last visit. Not only has my cancer reappeared, I learned that I have developed 3 significant brain tumors. Please forgive my typos etc, I am having trouble seeing and typing. I will have radiation on two of the tumors on 2/9. One is in an unoperable location and the other is going to be treated at the same time. The third will involve a full cranial operation to be done on 2/13. I want to assure you that God is with me and in complete control. I have no fear and I totally trust Him...all things will turn as they should. Without Him, I would be so lost. HE IS AN AWESOME GOD...GET TO KNOW HIM.

I pray that I will heal quickly and can be back on the post to follow my dear friends...until then know I'm still thinking and praying for your strength and health. I will ask my daughter to follow the post and keep me informed of your progress. Love to all.

May God Bless You
Shirley
Texan By Choice

Comments

  • karen1951
    karen1951 Member Posts: 103
    dear shirley.....i'm so
    dear shirley.....i'm so sorry to hear this....may God hold your hand throughout this ordeal. we will all be praying for you....karen
  • JoWin615
    JoWin615 Member Posts: 150 Member
    So sorry
    This low blow you've been dealt sucks big time. Your strength and your faith will see you through. Pray. Love. SURVIVE.

    Blessings,
    Jo
  • ktamp
    ktamp Member Posts: 81
    I am praying for a full
    I am praying for a full healing. God is good and He is still in the miracle business. Your faith encourages me. God bless.

    Kim
  • poopergirl14052
    poopergirl14052 Member Posts: 1,183 Member
    ktamp said:

    I am praying for a full
    I am praying for a full healing. God is good and He is still in the miracle business. Your faith encourages me. God bless.

    Kim

    we are all praying for you
    and for a full recovery!!!!!!!!!. Leesa where are you???.Leesa has been through this is is now ned,,,val
  • Mwee
    Mwee Member Posts: 1,338
    Dear Shirley
    I can't tell you how sorry I am that you now have to face this. As you've already heard, Leesa is our resident expert on brain mets and has had excellent results. She's back to being NED and we couldn't be more pleased for her.

    We'll be right here cheering on the sidelines when you need us..... (((HUGS))) Maria
  • clamryn
    clamryn Member Posts: 508
    Dear Shirley
    I am so sorry to hear this. You are absolutely right about our awesome God. He will be right there with you. When I had my first CTScan, I was scared to death because I cannot hold my breath due to my lung disease. I started praying to Jesus and asking him to help me. I heard his voice saying, Linda we are here with you. I thought we??? He said, Yes, my father, me and the holy spirit. We are all here with you. I knew I would be fine. Shirley I am praying for you. God will answer our prayers.

    May God Bless You
    Linda
  • Radioactive34
    Radioactive34 Member Posts: 391 Member
    This utterly utterly sucks.
    This utterly utterly sucks. Have you considered the side effect of the radiation? Check out the brain board for ideas of what you can expect. They frequently have radiation to brain. They are intimately familiar with side effects and the like. I am being as proactive as possible. This strikes close to home.

    My variant of cancer, has a high rate of mets to the brain....and everywhere else in the body. Once it is in my brain doctors have said care will be palliative. I talked to nuerologist, patients with prior WBR or more focused treat ments like gamma and the like. Tough choices you have to make. Hugs, hugs, and prayers. Please keep us updated.
  • lovesanimals
    lovesanimals Member Posts: 1,366 Member

    This utterly utterly sucks.
    This utterly utterly sucks. Have you considered the side effect of the radiation? Check out the brain board for ideas of what you can expect. They frequently have radiation to brain. They are intimately familiar with side effects and the like. I am being as proactive as possible. This strikes close to home.

    My variant of cancer, has a high rate of mets to the brain....and everywhere else in the body. Once it is in my brain doctors have said care will be palliative. I talked to nuerologist, patients with prior WBR or more focused treat ments like gamma and the like. Tough choices you have to make. Hugs, hugs, and prayers. Please keep us updated.

    Dear Shirley
    I too pray that you will be healed soon and back to us and the board.

    Kelly
  • Sara2011
    Sara2011 Member Posts: 78 Member
    Thankful God is on your side!
    Shirley, I'm sorry to hear you are having to go through this difficult trial with the surgery and radiation coming up soon. It sounds like you have a strong faith in the one who will never leave you or forsake you and He will see you through this. He is your refuge and strength, a very present help in time of trouble1 Praying for you!
  • Hen
    Hen Member Posts: 14
    God is with you
    Every moment of every day, God is with you. How wonderful that you have no fear and know of His great love. We all pray for you and your full recovery. Our God IS an awesome God, afterall.

    Sharon
  • kikz
    kikz Member Posts: 1,345 Member
    Hen said:

    God is with you
    Every moment of every day, God is with you. How wonderful that you have no fear and know of His great love. We all pray for you and your full recovery. Our God IS an awesome God, afterall.

    Sharon

    Shirley
    I pray all your procedures are successful. You are so sweet to be concerned about the rest of us. Please have your daughter keep us informed.

    Karen
  • pakb56
    pakb56 Member Posts: 141
    Your faith is inspirational.
    Your faith is inspirational. Sending up a prayer for you. Take care.
  • AnneBehymer
    AnneBehymer Member Posts: 738 Member
    He is so awesome
    I am so so sorry to hear but rejoice with you that God is in control and you are in his hands. That is the best place to be while fighting this fight I love you dear sister and you are in my prays.

    Anne
  • TexanByChoice
    TexanByChoice Member Posts: 44

    He is so awesome
    I am so so sorry to hear but rejoice with you that God is in control and you are in his hands. That is the best place to be while fighting this fight I love you dear sister and you are in my prays.

    Anne

    I am so humbled..
    by your outpouring of love, prayers and support. Although this was a shocking revelation, I am in a good place...I truly am full of joy and happiness and hope. I know my God is with me and there is a purpose for everything. You all are so important to me and I walk your journeys with you...always remember there is a rainbow after the storms. Be confident my dears that if God is in control...all IS and WILL BE excellent and you will have a life that we as mortals cannot comprehend. I love you all.

    And to all, yes we detest and grow weary of this disease but stay positive and encouraged...it brought all of us together...and we will all grow as a result.

    Blessings my special angels.
  • Kaleena
    Kaleena Member Posts: 2,088 Member
    Shirley:
    Sending you

    Shirley:

    Sending you thoughts and prayers. I hope your radiation treatment today was good.

    Kathy
  • TiggersDoBounce
    TiggersDoBounce Member Posts: 408
    Shirley
    You are an amazingly faithful and courageous woman...God and all of us are lucky to have you :)

    Sending prayers and support for your upcoming surgery and recovery. May the doctors be guided from above....we want you well and back here to keep us all company during the journey....

    Hang in!!

    Laurie
  • AnneBehymer
    AnneBehymer Member Posts: 738 Member

    I am so humbled..
    by your outpouring of love, prayers and support. Although this was a shocking revelation, I am in a good place...I truly am full of joy and happiness and hope. I know my God is with me and there is a purpose for everything. You all are so important to me and I walk your journeys with you...always remember there is a rainbow after the storms. Be confident my dears that if God is in control...all IS and WILL BE excellent and you will have a life that we as mortals cannot comprehend. I love you all.

    And to all, yes we detest and grow weary of this disease but stay positive and encouraged...it brought all of us together...and we will all grow as a result.

    Blessings my special angels.

    you give us so much joy
    I love hearing from you, you can bring me out of very dark places just saying hi :). If you need anything let me know I can pray like no other rest now and I will talk with you later.

    hugs, love, and prayers
    Anne