I miss everyone

Hi to all:

I have not had a computer for over a week and have sure missed any updates on all of you.
Michele I read the article on Denial and certainly recognize many of the signs. I think up until the end Vince and I both were in denial. I just could not face the fact the he was AS SICK as he was.
I am glad hospice raised Ecic's Xanax dose. It is a blessing to feel a bit more comfortable.
I hope Lee comes home from the hospital soon or is home now. This board is a GOD-SEND to all of us.
I do not really know a lot of the people on this site but to all of you I am thinking about you and caring about all of you so much.

For my own sanity I don't know what I would do without checking in on all of you.

This year the holidays will be very tough for alot of us. The YEAR of FIRSTS for me.

Please take care and now I look forward to all of your updates.

Much love

Barbara