Day 1 - Phase 2

osmotar
osmotar Member Posts: 1,006
Well the day has finally arrived, I will be having my first radiation treatment tonight @ 7:30, the machine of choice is a rapidArc, supposedly takes less time , 10 mins from start, getting me positioned, mask on, to finish. I told my sister and neice to time from the moment I walk in the door to the moment I walk out. Had a trial run last night, the mask was a bit tighter than what I remembered from last week when it was made, so they cut out eye holes giving me a bit more room around my face. After tonight only 38 more,all I can think of it that old 99 bottles of beer on the wall song.

Sister, neice and I going to PF Changs for dinner might as well enjoy meals while I can.

Catch ya all later,

Linda

Comments

  • Skiffin16
    Skiffin16 Member Posts: 8,305 Member
    You're Late Already...
    Post time stamp has 7:34....

    Good luck, you shouldn't really notice anything for a few weeks..more than likely.

    Though my throat started trying out after a week or so..usually about 3 hours or so after the rads session.

    Best,
    John
  • osmotar
    osmotar Member Posts: 1,006
    Skiffin16 said:

    You're Late Already...
    Post time stamp has 7:34....

    Good luck, you shouldn't really notice anything for a few weeks..more than likely.

    Though my throat started trying out after a week or so..usually about 3 hours or so after the rads session.

    Best,
    John

    Post Stamp..and late
    Must adjust for time zone differences,,,your still 3 hours ahead of me , AZ doesn't follow daylight savings time. :)
  • Skiffin16
    Skiffin16 Member Posts: 8,305 Member
    osmotar said:

    Post Stamp..and late
    Must adjust for time zone differences,,,your still 3 hours ahead of me , AZ doesn't follow daylight savings time. :)

    OOOO IC
    You are right, probably depends on where the site (CSN) is located also....so does your time stamp for this thread say 7:34, or 4:34?

    You are now entering the Twilight Zone.....

    Actually more like the movie Ground Hog's Day...

    For the next nearly 38 days, it will pretty much be the same thing, day, after day, after day, after day.....

    Then you are done...yipeee...

    JG
  • Hal61
    Hal61 Member Posts: 655
    Starting Line
    Hi Linda, best to you. My experience with 35 rads with the mask was, I didn't really notice after the third or fourth visit. Put yourself somewhere else once the mask is on. I always had confidence my RT techs would be there if I raised my hand. Once I had communicated that to them, I was at ease. Then you drift. I knew the sounds and positon the machine would be in as I neared the end. They cut out my eye holes too. It was pressing on my eyelids. Not a big deal. Best to you.

    Hal
  • longtermsurvivor
    longtermsurvivor Member Posts: 1,842 Member
    Hal61 said:

    Starting Line
    Hi Linda, best to you. My experience with 35 rads with the mask was, I didn't really notice after the third or fourth visit. Put yourself somewhere else once the mask is on. I always had confidence my RT techs would be there if I raised my hand. Once I had communicated that to them, I was at ease. Then you drift. I knew the sounds and positon the machine would be in as I neared the end. They cut out my eye holes too. It was pressing on my eyelids. Not a big deal. Best to you.

    Hal

    I imaged
    radiation, personified as little guys on bulldozers, cleaning up the cancer. Every session. Seriously.
  • nwasen
    nwasen Member Posts: 235 Member
    Day One
    Linda,
    Oh how I feel for you. I am one year out from my first treatment and remember well my first day of radiation. I learned to take the tunes I wanted to hear (do ask if they have a CD player), close your eyes and like others have said; just drift away. I had a mantra of this is where I am supposed to be. I too thought my mask a bit tight; but here I am a year later and my taste buds are where they were before radiation and no dry mouth except a little in the mornings when I get up. That mask is your protection and your radiation the slayer of the beast.
    Enjoy yourself and eating now. It does get worse before it gets better.
    Just a day at a time. Don't worry about tomorrow. Pamper yourself and know there are many of us out here rooting for you!
    Peace, nancy aka toughcookie
  • Husker Fan
    Husker Fan Member Posts: 65
    Linda,
    I know you can do

    Linda,
    I know you can do it... I have 5 treatments left! It affects everyone different, and I hate to say it on here, because I know a lot of people have had a rough time, but my side effects have been “reasonable” all things considered. One thing the doctors and everyone has told me is my positive attitude of kicking this things butt is a positive! I have had a sore throat, but nothing more than an irritation. I started taking Advil every 4 hours, but have not had to hit the hard stuff yet, this week could change that. Fatigue, dry mouth, and no taste have been the worst part of it.

    Nothing tastes good, everything taste like flour. Even stole some Skittles from the trick or treat basket last night and they tasted like sticky flour, yuck. But I can still swallow, no breads or dry stuff, keep it wet! Like John has said before, pancakes and a lot of syrup is good.

    I will give you a list of what I do, you can take it for what it’s worth, but it seems to have worked for me.

    Carry a bottle of water with you all the time and drink non-stop!
    Every morning before my treatment I washed my neck with the soap they have you use before surgery (or dial).
    Every weeknight I put Aquaphor (ointment for radiation burns) on my neck before bed, usually while my fluoride trays are working.
    Every weekend night I use Vitamin E lotion on my neck at bed time in lieu of Aquaphor. Both are available at Walgreens.
    Brush my teeth 5-6 times a day.
    Go to bed earlier than normal.

    I was able to work full time until the 4th week then I cut back to 32 hours. This week will probably be a little less.

    This regimen may not work for everyone, but it has work for me.

    We will pray for you! Oh by the way, I pray the entire time I am masked for my family, the docs, the technicians, and just give thanks that we have the technology to make this easier then prior years. It calms me to the point they are taking the mask off before I realize it.

    Prayers your direction!

    David
  • osmotar
    osmotar Member Posts: 1,006
    Home again home again
    John your last posted listed at 4:49;

    Nanacy, Hal, David, John & longterm...thank you all for your kind and most appreciated words of encouragement. It was 18 mins in and out the door, my sister and neice had to stay in the waiting room, but when I got up to go onto the session my neice who calls me Ahe, said wait , she handed me her woody doll from toy story, katie ( my neice), woody and I go way back ( long story for another time) so woody is what I held during the session. I know that right now I'm on top of the world thru this treatment, chemo was to put it mildly kind of a breeze with a few minor bumps, and that these rad session even though they are short, the side effects may ( or may not) kick my bum from time to time and this too shall pass.

    Blessings and light to my new family of head and neck survivors.

    Linda
  • Hondo
    Hondo Member Posts: 6,636 Member
    osmotar said:

    Home again home again
    John your last posted listed at 4:49;

    Nanacy, Hal, David, John & longterm...thank you all for your kind and most appreciated words of encouragement. It was 18 mins in and out the door, my sister and neice had to stay in the waiting room, but when I got up to go onto the session my neice who calls me Ahe, said wait , she handed me her woody doll from toy story, katie ( my neice), woody and I go way back ( long story for another time) so woody is what I held during the session. I know that right now I'm on top of the world thru this treatment, chemo was to put it mildly kind of a breeze with a few minor bumps, and that these rad session even though they are short, the side effects may ( or may not) kick my bum from time to time and this too shall pass.

    Blessings and light to my new family of head and neck survivors.

    Linda

    Hi Linda

    It don’t take long but it sure cost a lot, glad to hear you made it through the first day

    Take Care
    ╠╣ONDO
  • Skiffin16
    Skiffin16 Member Posts: 8,305 Member
    osmotar said:

    Home again home again
    John your last posted listed at 4:49;

    Nanacy, Hal, David, John & longterm...thank you all for your kind and most appreciated words of encouragement. It was 18 mins in and out the door, my sister and neice had to stay in the waiting room, but when I got up to go onto the session my neice who calls me Ahe, said wait , she handed me her woody doll from toy story, katie ( my neice), woody and I go way back ( long story for another time) so woody is what I held during the session. I know that right now I'm on top of the world thru this treatment, chemo was to put it mildly kind of a breeze with a few minor bumps, and that these rad session even though they are short, the side effects may ( or may not) kick my bum from time to time and this too shall pass.

    Blessings and light to my new family of head and neck survivors.

    Linda

    Post Time.....
    You're off and running...., LOL...the site adjusts then for your local time...I see that poast as 7:40.

    You have a great attitude and it will carry you therough the remainder of your treatment just fine....

    Here for when needed...

    Best,
    John
  • osmotar
    osmotar Member Posts: 1,006
    Skiffin16 said:

    Post Time.....
    You're off and running...., LOL...the site adjusts then for your local time...I see that poast as 7:40.

    You have a great attitude and it will carry you therough the remainder of your treatment just fine....

    Here for when needed...

    Best,
    John

    Adivan (sp)
    Read an older post by you about meds for anxiety;even though the doc gave me a script I only used it the first day, tried yesterday with out and did just fine. I think for the time being I'm going to go without using anything for anxiety.

    Linda
  • RogerRN43
    RogerRN43 Member Posts: 185
    Happy you made it through (#3 now?)
    I'm on lucky #13 tomorrow. The first few I felt like my arms would slide off the narrow table and I didn't like keeping them in my pockets or underneath my bottom. Then I finally realized from the techs it was ok to hold my hands together, lol. That and making sure my head is high enough so the clear plastic neck support underneath is comfortable has made all the rest so far a cinch. My mask only felt tight if my neck was uncomfortable and that was before I figured out the optimum position of the support. Generally, I wear the same long sleeve v-necks so they can see the tattoo easy and I don't have to have wear a hospital gown, I make sure my neck is comfortable and the pad beneath my bottom and triangle pillow beneath my knees are in the right place. It takes a few seconds, the techs help, and I'm ready to go.

    I count 7 beam positions from left, centre to right, feels like 4 or 5min at the most.
    The techs are wonderful and sometimes I'm in and out of the building in 15min total time.

    If you like, enjoy your favorite foods every day while you have decent taste.
    People always tell me keep on top of any pain, keep swallowing, hydrated and nutrition to heal. Thankfully I am still eating but I do make sure I get 3 or 4 cans into me (my daily caloric requirements are 4c of NiCalHN).

    I hope your side effects are minimal, just keep in mind if the road ever gets tough, it is the road to cure.
    You can do it!

    Linda, best wishes to you and your family.
    Roger
  • Skiffin16
    Skiffin16 Member Posts: 8,305 Member
    osmotar said:

    Adivan (sp)
    Read an older post by you about meds for anxiety;even though the doc gave me a script I only used it the first day, tried yesterday with out and did just fine. I think for the time being I'm going to go without using anything for anxiety.

    Linda

    Xanax
    Xanax was my drug of choice...and prescription.

    I did take it for about a week...first two days I took a whole one, but later in the evening was draggin. So the next day or two I halfed them, then quarterd.

    By the start of the next week I was use to the routine and didn't need them any longer.

    I'm one of those that can't even stand to have the sheets on the bed tucked in...my feet feel confined and I just have to uncover them.

    So to strap me to a table with a mask squashing my face was pretty freaky..I hate being bound or constricted.

    But, I got through it and never looked back, LOL....

    John
  • osmotar
    osmotar Member Posts: 1,006
    Skiffin16 said:

    Xanax
    Xanax was my drug of choice...and prescription.

    I did take it for about a week...first two days I took a whole one, but later in the evening was draggin. So the next day or two I halfed them, then quarterd.

    By the start of the next week I was use to the routine and didn't need them any longer.

    I'm one of those that can't even stand to have the sheets on the bed tucked in...my feet feel confined and I just have to uncover them.

    So to strap me to a table with a mask squashing my face was pretty freaky..I hate being bound or constricted.

    But, I got through it and never looked back, LOL....

    John

    No straps
    They don't strap me down, which is good ..I put my arms acc my stomach and hold onto woody from toy story. I told my sister and neice today if I was in there a bit longer I think I could fall to sleep.

    linda
  • osmotar
    osmotar Member Posts: 1,006
    RogerRN43 said:

    Happy you made it through (#3 now?)
    I'm on lucky #13 tomorrow. The first few I felt like my arms would slide off the narrow table and I didn't like keeping them in my pockets or underneath my bottom. Then I finally realized from the techs it was ok to hold my hands together, lol. That and making sure my head is high enough so the clear plastic neck support underneath is comfortable has made all the rest so far a cinch. My mask only felt tight if my neck was uncomfortable and that was before I figured out the optimum position of the support. Generally, I wear the same long sleeve v-necks so they can see the tattoo easy and I don't have to have wear a hospital gown, I make sure my neck is comfortable and the pad beneath my bottom and triangle pillow beneath my knees are in the right place. It takes a few seconds, the techs help, and I'm ready to go.

    I count 7 beam positions from left, centre to right, feels like 4 or 5min at the most.
    The techs are wonderful and sometimes I'm in and out of the building in 15min total time.

    If you like, enjoy your favorite foods every day while you have decent taste.
    People always tell me keep on top of any pain, keep swallowing, hydrated and nutrition to heal. Thankfully I am still eating but I do make sure I get 3 or 4 cans into me (my daily caloric requirements are 4c of NiCalHN).

    I hope your side effects are minimal, just keep in mind if the road ever gets tough, it is the road to cure.
    You can do it!

    Linda, best wishes to you and your family.
    Roger

    3 down - 36 more to go
    Like you from the time in the door to out the door is just about 15-16 minutes.They have trimmed the area around my eyes twice and even though the mask is tight it feels find, I realized yesterday that if the nose area squishes my left nostril a certain way the mask is positioned properly..strage things we think about ..LOL. They use a rapid arc where I have treatments, once the table moves me in position and the treatment starts the arc moves from right to left once, left to right once and then back to the right I'm done, vewry little noise if any that I hear. They only use a pad under my knees, I've had lower back issues for years I may ask if they have any type of wedge that could be used for the lower back.Prior to going in I take a good drink of water and then spray my mpouth with biotene spray and make sure my lips have a littl aquaphor (sp) on them.

    As for eating my favorite foods doing that now, and know that once some of the side effects happen they may be out of the picture, the main focus I have is not to loose 20% of my body weight, my sister and niece who are here with me know what we all have to do to keep me swallowing and hydrated, we joke about some of the concoctions we can make in the blender, as well as the liquid supplements of glucerna/200 calories per can.

    I meet with the rad onco every wed along with his nurse, they have a list of questions that will be asked every week, and have already told me not to be brave when it comes to pain.

    I know that this isn't going to be easy, but one day at a time, one foot in front of the other, life goes on and I've got tooooo much to do to not go through this. I have trust and faith in the tad onco and the hemotology onco that they know what their doing and will be with me every step of the way.

    Thank you for the best wishs.

    Linda
  • longtermsurvivor
    longtermsurvivor Member Posts: 1,842 Member
    osmotar said:

    3 down - 36 more to go
    Like you from the time in the door to out the door is just about 15-16 minutes.They have trimmed the area around my eyes twice and even though the mask is tight it feels find, I realized yesterday that if the nose area squishes my left nostril a certain way the mask is positioned properly..strage things we think about ..LOL. They use a rapid arc where I have treatments, once the table moves me in position and the treatment starts the arc moves from right to left once, left to right once and then back to the right I'm done, vewry little noise if any that I hear. They only use a pad under my knees, I've had lower back issues for years I may ask if they have any type of wedge that could be used for the lower back.Prior to going in I take a good drink of water and then spray my mpouth with biotene spray and make sure my lips have a littl aquaphor (sp) on them.

    As for eating my favorite foods doing that now, and know that once some of the side effects happen they may be out of the picture, the main focus I have is not to loose 20% of my body weight, my sister and niece who are here with me know what we all have to do to keep me swallowing and hydrated, we joke about some of the concoctions we can make in the blender, as well as the liquid supplements of glucerna/200 calories per can.

    I meet with the rad onco every wed along with his nurse, they have a list of questions that will be asked every week, and have already told me not to be brave when it comes to pain.

    I know that this isn't going to be easy, but one day at a time, one foot in front of the other, life goes on and I've got tooooo much to do to not go through this. I have trust and faith in the tad onco and the hemotology onco that they know what their doing and will be with me every step of the way.

    Thank you for the best wishs.

    Linda

    sounds like
    your doing everything the situation requires of you. The first time I was radiated, the radiation oncologist was the weak link in my team. I only saw him two times during the entire treatment. He didn't tell me much about what was coming, so when I got my radiation blush, and noticed a 2x2 cm area over my larynx that did NOT blush, I freaked out. He wasn't even there to take my emergency call, as I was certain they were somehow missing part of the treatment field. LOL, a nice partner of his saw me within the hour, and explained the block that was build into my treatment field, to spare my vocal cords. geez.
  • Hondo
    Hondo Member Posts: 6,636 Member
    osmotar said:

    3 down - 36 more to go
    Like you from the time in the door to out the door is just about 15-16 minutes.They have trimmed the area around my eyes twice and even though the mask is tight it feels find, I realized yesterday that if the nose area squishes my left nostril a certain way the mask is positioned properly..strage things we think about ..LOL. They use a rapid arc where I have treatments, once the table moves me in position and the treatment starts the arc moves from right to left once, left to right once and then back to the right I'm done, vewry little noise if any that I hear. They only use a pad under my knees, I've had lower back issues for years I may ask if they have any type of wedge that could be used for the lower back.Prior to going in I take a good drink of water and then spray my mpouth with biotene spray and make sure my lips have a littl aquaphor (sp) on them.

    As for eating my favorite foods doing that now, and know that once some of the side effects happen they may be out of the picture, the main focus I have is not to loose 20% of my body weight, my sister and niece who are here with me know what we all have to do to keep me swallowing and hydrated, we joke about some of the concoctions we can make in the blender, as well as the liquid supplements of glucerna/200 calories per can.

    I meet with the rad onco every wed along with his nurse, they have a list of questions that will be asked every week, and have already told me not to be brave when it comes to pain.

    I know that this isn't going to be easy, but one day at a time, one foot in front of the other, life goes on and I've got tooooo much to do to not go through this. I have trust and faith in the tad onco and the hemotology onco that they know what their doing and will be with me every step of the way.

    Thank you for the best wishs.

    Linda

    Hi Linda

    Just wishing you well as you continue through your treatment, remember there are a lot of use here keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Thanks for the up-date

    Take care :+})
    ╠╣ONDO
  • Skiffin16
    Skiffin16 Member Posts: 8,305 Member
    osmotar said:

    No straps
    They don't strap me down, which is good ..I put my arms acc my stomach and hold onto woody from toy story. I told my sister and neice today if I was in there a bit longer I think I could fall to sleep.

    linda

    Bolted
    LOL, I didn't have straps...my mask (with me in it) was bolted to the table, then measurments taken for exact positioning.

    My feet were placed on this block like thing knees slightly bent, and I had ropes with a handle. I would push down on the block at my feet and pull the ropes up (arms at my side) ....causing me to lie flat I guess....I had to hold the ropes for the entire session 15 minutes or so.

    On my IMRT machine it started at the left and would zap between 8 - 12 times each of the 8 rotations of the machine (8 counting the starting and stopped position) of the IMRT.

    JG