coming close to the end of GMB

4theloveofmysis
4theloveofmysis Member Posts: 248
in Brain Cancer #1
In 6 days it will be 8 months from Dx of GMB. My sisters resperations are five a minute. I came home but am going back soon. Just dont know how to do this. She is calling for our Mom and Grandma. My heart is heavy...Not looking forward to what the next few hours hold...
Just telling her how much I love her...and everything will be ok...

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  • palmyrafan
    palmyrafan Member Posts: 396
    #2
    My heart
    is so heavy for you right now. You and your sister are both in my prayers and I pray that God continues to give you the Strength, Peace, Mercy and Love that you need to continue this fight.

    Peace,
    Teresa
  • Beckymarie
    Beckymarie Member Posts: 357
    #3
    The end
    The end is so very very hard. My prayers are with you, your sister and family. Soon all her suffering will be over. Your struggle will be grieving her, but there will be no more worry, stress, anxiety that has become your life. I pray for peace for all of you.
    Becky
  • cindysuetoyou
    cindysuetoyou Member Posts: 513
    #4
    I am so sorry
    I'm so sorry for the anguish and pain you are going through. I think of you all the time and I pray that you will find the strength for these terrible hard days. May God grant you a measure of peace and comfort for the days ahead....

    Love and blessings to you,
    Cindy in Salem, OR
  • dixieangelbaby7
    dixieangelbaby7 Member Posts: 5
    #5
    so very sorry
    I am so very sorry for what you and your family are going through. I know that is horrible to say b.c through my ordeal i have asked for no sympathy and asked for no empathy. I wish there was a cure for this, i have it, i have had no recovery and found out that it has spread and i have to start over but this time we dont know what the treatment is. If there is anything i can do to help or you would like to talk or need a second opinion please let me know, i'm pretty knowledgeable due to my situation. God bless you all.

    I will keep you in my thoughts and my prayers.

    xoxoxo

    your sister in god
    natoshia from va
  • 4theloveofmysis
    4theloveofmysis Member Posts: 248
    #6
    dixieangelbaby7 said:

    so very sorry
    I am so very sorry for what you and your family are going through. I know that is horrible to say b.c through my ordeal i have asked for no sympathy and asked for no empathy. I wish there was a cure for this, i have it, i have had no recovery and found out that it has spread and i have to start over but this time we dont know what the treatment is. If there is anything i can do to help or you would like to talk or need a second opinion please let me know, i'm pretty knowledgeable due to my situation. God bless you all.

    I will keep you in my thoughts and my prayers.

    xoxoxo

    your sister in god
    natoshia from va

    no time
    No time for a second opinion. No time to second guessing. I never woke up from this nightmare. Even though its in the middle of the day it is so dark in every corner of my world. My head hurts so bad and there is no cancer there...My heart bleeds and I see no blood. Im in this dark place and I see no light. My sister is my very best friend in the world and I really need her and I cant talk to her.I know that she can hear me all the way to the end, but I dont even know what to say....I dont want her to feel my pain...
  • BabsOregon
    BabsOregon Member Posts: 30
    #7
    4theloveofmysis said:

    no time
    No time for a second opinion. No time to second guessing. I never woke up from this nightmare. Even though its in the middle of the day it is so dark in every corner of my world. My head hurts so bad and there is no cancer there...My heart bleeds and I see no blood. Im in this dark place and I see no light. My sister is my very best friend in the world and I really need her and I cant talk to her.I know that she can hear me all the way to the end, but I dont even know what to say....I dont want her to feel my pain...

    Together at the end
    I was with my sister when she died (complications of diabetes more than 10 years ago). I was crying at her bedside and she was very agitated. She was supposed to be in a coma but she kept thrashing. I stopped crying and started talking about some of my favorite memories and her agitation ended and she became more peaceful. I realized that she was more aware than I could tell and that she wanted our last hours together to be something enjoyable. It actually made me feel better, too, to remember funny stories and good times. I hope you can find peace with your sister. I am very sorry for your loss.

    Barbara
  • beacon
    beacon Member Posts: 77
    #8
    4theloveofmysis said:

    no time
    No time for a second opinion. No time to second guessing. I never woke up from this nightmare. Even though its in the middle of the day it is so dark in every corner of my world. My head hurts so bad and there is no cancer there...My heart bleeds and I see no blood. Im in this dark place and I see no light. My sister is my very best friend in the world and I really need her and I cant talk to her.I know that she can hear me all the way to the end, but I dont even know what to say....I dont want her to feel my pain...

    i'm so sorry you are going
    i'm so sorry you are going through this and saying goodbye to your sister!
    make the most of your last opportunity to tell her you love her, and that you enjoyed every day of her company throughout your lives, and any other things you may regret not saying, or just pat her head and sing some comforting songs, to usher her out of this life and into the next...
    if she hears your pain in your voice, she will only know it is because you love her more than anything, and that too will be comforting...
    i pray that angels will comfort you all as you go through this moment....
    what a loving sister you are.

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