I'll have to do the ****** chemo again.

GreeneyedGirl said:

Man Linda U been thru the ringer~
I truly hope you will have clear margins with pathology~ U have hardly had time to catch your breath thru all this. I certainly feel your tears and anger. I think most all of us have had those moments washing over us time and again~ like you said however the mood pendulum swings~

~as for those ugly black sutures...I called mine "Franken~tittie" cuz those babies are ugly to look at.

Thinking of you, and praying for peace as you wait~
~Melanie

Sending
all my best energy your way. I'm really sorry about this news.

xo
Victoria

smalldoggroomer said:

Linda, I am so sorry to hear
Linda, I am so sorry to hear that you have to go through this all over again. Your in my prayers sweetheart. I wish I could say some thing to make you feel better. You know you can always come here and scream, cry, yell what every helps at the moment. We are all here for you We love you and will always be here for you. Sending strength and HUGS your way. Take care darlin Kay, Prayers Going Up right now.

Linda
i just wanted you to know you are in my prayers and thoughts....you are always so positive that i know you will get through this.....

Hugs
Eva

RozHopkins said:

Linda
Good luck to you Linda. Can I ask how long ago you had surgery? After surgery everything appears good for a while and then lumps and bumps appear all over the place it seems to me.

Ladies like yourself give me strength, I wish you well. XX

Linda
when I read your post I was so hoping that I could wave a magic wand and make it all just go away, but, I know I can't. Words can't express how sorry I am to read this news.

I also said a few f*#@ too. This disease needs to be kicked off the face of the earth!

I will be here for you Linda, holding your hand, holding you up, or, just reading your posts and writing back something positive, or, just letting you know that I am thinking of you.


Please do keep updating us to let us know what is going on with you and your treatment.

I am sending big hugs, big prayers and loads of love!


Sue

Linedancer54 said:

I'm sorry,too
So sorry Linda for you having to go through all this again. It's bad enough to have to do it once. It certainly isn't fair to deal with with this horrible disease again. Prayers and hugs as you wait to find out what to do!

Sandy

So sorry
I am so sorry Linda that you have to have chemo again. This just isn't right. I will be praying for you.


Hugs, Jan

Chickadee1955 said:

Linda,
Please contact me if
Linda,
Please contact me if there is anything at all I can do. I'm just a few minutes away. You are in my daily prayers; I wake up with prayers for you on my lips. Be strong.
Chickadee

Linda, so sorry to hear
that you have to do the *&^() chemo again! That sucks.

When I got back my pathology report with all the positive lymph nodes and was told "yep, more chemo" believe me (well, you all heard me here on the board) I screamed and cursed and cried for a month. I was DONE with chemo and didn;t want any more! Jump forward two months - I'm now at the end of the 5 weeks of 3000 mg Xeloda along with the radiation and have not had ANY side effects at all. So, the chemo I was absolutely dreading turned out to be not so bad. And I am praying that your next chemo will also be side effect free but at the same time kick the cancer's butt.

Yes, about the lymph nodes - if they can biopsy them, why can;t they take them out? I don;t get that either. I do know Nancy (MAJW) had a similar lymph node situation which were treated with radiation and Xeloda rather than surgery.

Wishing you the best and please PM me if you want.

Laura

epark said:

Linda
i just wanted you to know you are in my prayers and thoughts....you are always so positive that i know you will get through this.....

Hugs
Eva

So sorry Linda that this has
So sorry Linda that this has happened to you. I will be praying for you and I'm sending you big hugs now also.


Hugs, Angie

Gabe N Abby Mom said:

Thank you all for the
Thank you all for the support and encouragement. You all mean so much to me...it makes it more powerful that you all gather and send your strength to me.

CC and Dbhadra, I will send those pm's when I need a special boost.

Hugs,

Linda

Linda I am very sorry
Linda,
I am very sorry . just when you have started feeling better and getting back to normal, the **** strikes again.
Please know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
As far as research goes, you probably need different Chemo drugs than you were treated first time. I hope your oncologist and you will find effective treatment with minimal side effects.
Hugs
New Flower

gami43 said:

Linda - I am sad that you
Linda - I am sad that you are having to face this
beast once again. My thoughts and prayers will be
with you for this new battle. I wish you strength
and courage for the fight; and, of course our hope in
the Lord. Fight like a girl, Linda!
Sending you a big tight hug.

Luv, Teresa

((((( HUGS )))))
Linda, I am sending you prayers, positive thoughts and cyber hugs!


Hugs, Kylez

Linda
So sorry u are doing this again... sending prayers and positive thoughts. I too am surprised that they can get to the lymph nodes to biopsy, but not to remove? I am sure they have their reasons, but I have wondered this before with others.

Will continue to send prayers and positive thoughts for you and your family.

Carol