Pink bus needed

I do not know if the pink bus is in use on 6/9/09. If it is, you can certainly do a "drive by prayer" on your way to another mission of mercy. If not you can linger and pray at the hospital in close by range. Here's the scoop. I have been a bit lopsided in my lower abdomen since shortly after the insertion of my port. Now since I had a lumpectomy, I expect being lopsided in my upper abdomen but not in the lower abdomen. After a little discussion with the MO and my MD's office of who jurisdiction my uterus falls into at present, we nailed it down to the MD's office. I went in for a pelvic exam and pap smear as I wanted to know if a fibroid tumor (these are non cancerous growths) had decided to go through a growth spurt resulting in the lopsidedness. (By the way even with all the breast cancer stuff on my plate I was only 6 weeks late on the pap smear). The point in this is try to be on time with those appointments.

I have a notion that when the breast cancer decided to grow, it sent out raido signals to the fibroid tumor saying, "Now is the time to party and grow like a sun of a gun even if you are not cancerouus cells like us. Your are of the tumor family so get with the program here and grow". I am hoping that this is the issue and not a sister cell of bc growing in the uterine. However, even if it is a cancer I deciced to have the attitude like this. If cancer thinks it has me under it's grip it is WRONG. It may be trying to get a grip but I am made of satin where cancer is concerned and not velcro. So if it is cancer I will gladly take it now and fight it at the same time I am fighting the original bc because I want all this cancer CRAP over with. And once it is over it need not knock on this door again. If it is just the fibroid tumor thing fine and dandy too as I would rather get all the negative health problems over with now, so that one I get done with chemo and radiation all my negative health problems can be over. Of course then I will revert back to my mere carpal tunnel syndrome and ADD self. I can live with that. So lets load up the bus and see how much prayer we can get on the way. If you have anothe appointment to meet that day I will get Scotty from the old Star Trek to beam you over to the other appointment after you drop off the prayers>