Off-topic: How would you visualize your cancer?
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very mean and ugly
I have a full colour photo, it used to be on the fridge so i knew what exactly i was to beat. the advantages of modern science.0 -
I wanna seepete43lost_at_sea said:very mean and ugly
I have a full colour photo, it used to be on the fridge so i knew what exactly i was to beat. the advantages of modern science.
Can you scan your color photo and post it or email? I'd love to see it! Otherwise, please be as descriptive as you can regarding what the image looks like?0 -
When mom was dying from
When mom was dying from uterine cancer, she told me she felt there were little monsters inside of her eating her life away."You know", she said, "like pacman with horns!". Wouldn't make a great painting, but we both cracked up.
Can't wait to see what you come up with.
Hugs,
Judy0 -
bearketziah35 said:My mom uses the
My mom uses the visualization that her good cells are packman and they are eating the cancer cells up. We tried to use the visualization of cancer cells exploding, but we preferred packman. It was less violent.
my visualization is the Canadian polar bear.....I don't actually see the cancer as much as I see my defenses.....it is the lovely white bear.....
the bear just eats cancer cells munch munch yumm yumm...a voracious bear
she is doing such a good job....my ursus maritimus
mags0 -
visualizing
Hi,
I love the word "apoptosis" that refers to cancer cells dying off. I literally say the word "apoptosis" and picture little cancer cells popping/exploding open like popcorn popping.
I have seen pictures of my PET scans on DVD and since mine are all lighting up, they all appear yellowish-red & are round blobs in my lungs and liver. The visual of my red lung tumors pops into my head often & then I just think "apoptosis"- the cells popping and killing the tumor off!
Lisa0 -
love itlisa42 said:visualizing
Hi,
I love the word "apoptosis" that refers to cancer cells dying off. I literally say the word "apoptosis" and picture little cancer cells popping/exploding open like popcorn popping.
I have seen pictures of my PET scans on DVD and since mine are all lighting up, they all appear yellowish-red & are round blobs in my lungs and liver. The visual of my red lung tumors pops into my head often & then I just think "apoptosis"- the cells popping and killing the tumor off!
Lisa
oh Lisa I love that.....good for you
mags0 -
great visuals
Thank you all for sharing your thoughts on visualizing cancer I especially like Lisa's thoughts on apoptosis and the colors she saw on PET. Hoping more will share here their visuals as I'm still working out how my painting will proceed.
Janine0 -
DoppelgängerSisterSledge said:great visuals
Thank you all for sharing your thoughts on visualizing cancer I especially like Lisa's thoughts on apoptosis and the colors she saw on PET. Hoping more will share here their visuals as I'm still working out how my painting will proceed.
Janine
Galen referred to Cancer as an abundance of Black Bile, back when western medicine focused on balance of the four humors.
From Wiki:
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Essentially, this theory held that the human body was filled with four basic substances, called four humors, which are in balance when a person is healthy. All diseases and disabilities resulted from an excess or deficit of one of these four humors. These deficits could be caused by vapors that were inhaled or absorbed by the body. The four humors were black bile, yellow bile, phlegm, and blood. Greeks and Romans, and the later Muslim and Western European medical establishments that adopted and adapted classical medical philosophy, believed that each of these humors would wax and wane in the body, depending on diet and activity. When a patient was suffering from a surplus or imbalance of one fluid, then his or her personality and physical health would be affected. This theory was closely related to the theory of the four elements: earth, fire, water and air; earth predominantly present in the black bile, fire in the yellow bile, water in the phlegm, and all four elements present in the blood.
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So you could think of cancer as just bad humor (yes, that was a bad joke).
I also use Doppelgänger, which just means evil twin. After all, the cancer is a copy of our healthy cells, now programmed to do very unhealthy things.
Lastly I have referred to it as a fiend who is shopping for a house, with the lymph system the roads that are used to travel from organ to organ, looking for a nice place to set up housekeeping.0 -
Saw one of mine
on the screen getting a flex sigmoidoscopy. I had a colostomy bag at the time and they could see my tumor with a flex sig. You're not sedated for it either. It was my primary rectal tumor and since it was an almost complete blockage the wand keep hitting it. They even changed to a child sized wand to try to get past it to "stage me" but they couldn't. That durn thing was on the screen for a long time.
It was scarlet and that really deep red color that almost looks brown, much deeper in red than the healthier pink just down from it. It was gnarly with some mucous around all the uneven bumps. I used to have dreams about it quite often but not so much these days. If you've even seen one of the tubular plants like irises where they grow new lumps and every couple of years you dig them up and split them, that was the shape, different sizes of many, many lumps. The rest of the area was that sleek pink color and so different. I remember thinking that it didn't look like it belonged and that it seemed like it could just be "pooped out". I didn't like looking at it.
Ironically now when I get a colonoscopy I don't get sedated and love to see everything all pink and healthy looking. I've also enjoyed seeing how my resection scar has healed almost to the point you can't see it anymore.
I did the visualization "stuff" too. Mine was pacman also (shows my age) and I would rub the areas of my mets and tell it to "get the f*&$ out of my body, you are not welcome"! My dog and cat hated it when I did that every night.
I can't wait to see what you come up with Sister Sledge!
Lisa P.0 -
Hi Lisalisa42 said:visualizing
Hi,
I love the word "apoptosis" that refers to cancer cells dying off. I literally say the word "apoptosis" and picture little cancer cells popping/exploding open like popcorn popping.
I have seen pictures of my PET scans on DVD and since mine are all lighting up, they all appear yellowish-red & are round blobs in my lungs and liver. The visual of my red lung tumors pops into my head often & then I just think "apoptosis"- the cells popping and killing the tumor off!
Lisa
I've never had a PET scan so I am clueless as to how they look. In the view where you see yellow-red and round blobs, what does the surrounding tissue look like? Is it colored normally or is this a black/white image except for the light-ups?0 -
visualize
I'm not much of a new age thinker,(I know so very Un-Santa Cruz of me, but we've got enough of them here without adding myself to the pot) so I've never "visualized" it, I saw it during the colonoscopy, it was pretty much what I had read about.0 -
yellow-red blobsSisterSledge said:Hi Lisa
I've never had a PET scan so I am clueless as to how they look. In the view where you see yellow-red and round blobs, what does the surrounding tissue look like? Is it colored normally or is this a black/white image except for the light-ups?
Hi,
The yellow-red blobs (mostly with yellow in the center, becoming red as it moves outward) were not surrounded by any visual tissue- just blackness. If the lungs had been "all clear" on the PET, I believe it would have all just been black. I get PET/CT scans, where they merge the lit up areas of the PET with the solid masses of the CT.0 -
if your brave look in my expressionsSisterSledge said:I wanna see
Can you scan your color photo and post it or email? I'd love to see it! Otherwise, please be as descriptive as you can regarding what the image looks like?
sorry in advance but you asked and I thought what the heck, its not often a cute babe asks to see my butt. the ugly little sucker is living in a jar of preservitive now.
hugs,
pete0
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