Live Again

mswijiknyc
mswijiknyc Member Posts: 421
edited February 2011 in Head and Neck Cancer #1
Feeling nothing
Lonely empty
You try to walk away but you fall
You cannot understand what's this for

In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I have known

You see my face and then you see nothin'
Confused. you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back and then
Look at yourself and live again

Can't see me. you feel me
Want me. you'll find me
I'll be your everything
When you call
You'll need me more & more
When you fall

In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I have known

You see my face and then you see nothing
Confused you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back and then
Look at yourself and live again

How many times have you looked
At yourself and felt mistreated
How does it feel to know that
This life of yours is real
All of your life you've been led
To believe your nothin'
So look at yourself and start to live again

You see my face and then you see nothing
Confused you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back and then
Look at yourself and live again

If you don't change you'll be nothin'

So look at yourself and live again

I turn my face
You're staring back and then

So look at yourself and live again

Sevendust "Live Again" from the album Animosity

Patrick passed in the wee hours of the morning today. I left the door open most of the morning so he could go after. This song is his and was playing when his body was taken. It fits him.

I'm not sad that he's gone as his body gave out long before his spirit did. He's at work now and he's happy, so that makes me happy. I'm sure on his break he'll look in on me.

And if smiling is a crime right now, put me in jail. He's free now and we are both at peace.
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  • dennis318
    dennis318 Member Posts: 349 Member
    #2
    He Is Whole
    So Sorry to Hear of you loss, you stuck with the program, and what support he could have none better,he walks with so many others, We are here for you, and thinking of you tonight, burning a candle in his memory. Dennis
  • DrMary
    DrMary Member Posts: 531 Member
    #3
    dennis318 said:

    He Is Whole
    So Sorry to Hear of you loss, you stuck with the program, and what support he could have none better,he walks with so many others, We are here for you, and thinking of you tonight, burning a candle in his memory. Dennis

    Beer Tonight
    in his memory. Cheers, Patrick.
  • Mikki332
    Mikki332 Member Posts: 49
    #4
    Now you both are at peace...
    ....ad he lives on in your smile and sense of humor. Love ya, April!
    Michele
  • Hal61
    Hal61 Member Posts: 655
    #5
    Peace
    Peace to Patrick, and to you, good wife.

    Hal
  • adventurebob
    adventurebob Member Posts: 691
    #6
    So beautiful
    The way that you've walked through this has been so beautiful to watch. I am saddened and yet so happy that you are both at peace. I too will have a beer in his honor this evening. God bless you for taking such good care of our cancer brother. Well done. Now rest.

    Bob
  • Irishgypsie
    Irishgypsie Member Posts: 333
    #7
    adventurebob said:

    So beautiful
    The way that you've walked through this has been so beautiful to watch. I am saddened and yet so happy that you are both at peace. I too will have a beer in his honor this evening. God bless you for taking such good care of our cancer brother. Well done. Now rest.

    Bob

    Thoughts of prayer!
    My thoughts are with you right now. What lovely words. I'm saddened and tearful for your loss! I HATE CANCER!!!! :(
  • stevenl
    stevenl Member Posts: 587
    #8
    Irishgypsie said:

    Thoughts of prayer!
    My thoughts are with you right now. What lovely words. I'm saddened and tearful for your loss! I HATE CANCER!!!! :(

    Beautiful
    Beautiful post. I hope that someone will care as much for me. Prayers are going up for you.

    Best,
    Steve
  • sweetblood22
    sweetblood22 Member Posts: 3,228
    #9
    stevenl said:

    Beautiful
    Beautiful post. I hope that someone will care as much for me. Prayers are going up for you.

    Best,
    Steve

    Lighting a candle.
    April, that was a beautiful post. I too will light a candle for Patrick tonight.

    Blessings,

    Dawn
  • mixleader
    mixleader Member Posts: 267 Member
    #10
    Condolences
    I also am saddened to hear this news. In the years B.C. (Before Cancer), I never would have believed that hearing of the loss of someone that I did not even know would affect me at all. However, I think that all of us who are in this epic fight share a common bond and we tend to feel each other's pain much more than most people do. It certainly sounds like you fought the good fight and I wish you peace.

    Roger
  • Skiffin16
    Skiffin16 Member Posts: 8,305 Member
    #11
    He is with you...
    Patrick is with you and in you, and will always be...

    I also will have a candle lit for you an Patrick tonight.

    Thoughts and Prayers,
    John
  • Hondo
    Hondo Member Posts: 6,636 Member
    #12
    Words of Expression
    Beautiful Words to remember Patrick by but my heart is sadden by this news.
    Candle lit in Memory of Patrick


    Hondo
  • rozaroo
    rozaroo Member Posts: 665
    #13
    Hondo said:

    Words of Expression
    Beautiful Words to remember Patrick by but my heart is sadden by this news.
    Candle lit in Memory of Patrick


    Hondo

    My deepest sympathy
    April what a lovely tribute to Patrick. I am sad to hear he has passed. However, happy he is at peace. My thought's & prayer's are with you.
    God Bless
    Roz
  • Greg53
    Greg53 Member Posts: 849
    #14
    Hondo said:

    Words of Expression
    Beautiful Words to remember Patrick by but my heart is sadden by this news.
    Candle lit in Memory of Patrick


    Hondo

    Wonderful tribute
    So saddened to hear about Patrick. Positive thoughts being sent for both of you.

    Greg
  • rush1958
    rush1958 Member Posts: 223 Member
    #15
    Saddened
    I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of Patrick. My thoughts and prayers are with you tonight.

    Rush
  • Jimbo55
    Jimbo55 Member Posts: 590 Member
    #16
    Peace be with you both. Such
    Peace be with you both. Such sad news for you and everyone here. Cheers

    Jimbo
  • charles55
    charles55 Member Posts: 87
    #17
    God bless
    I am so sorry for your loss. But I am so thankful for the walk you and Patrick did with us here. God bless you both.
  • Liz K.
    Liz K. Member Posts: 32
    #18
    charles55 said:

    God bless
    I am so sorry for your loss. But I am so thankful for the walk you and Patrick did with us here. God bless you both.

    peace
    So so sorry. Peace to you both.
  • JUDYV5
    JUDYV5 Member Posts: 392
    #19
    Such a moving post
    Everyone will eventually die, but to accept it with such dignity is amazing. You are an inspiration. - Judy
  • Glenna M
    Glenna M Member Posts: 1,576
    #20
    JUDYV5 said:

    Such a moving post
    Everyone will eventually die, but to accept it with such dignity is amazing. You are an inspiration. - Judy

    Beautiful post
    I am sorry to hear about Patrick's passing but it is comforting to know that you are both at peace now.

    My best to you,
    Glenna
  • scottied
    scottied Member Posts: 36 Member
    #21
    So sorry
    I am so sorry for your loss

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