A Personnel Understanding

Longtermsurvivor 1

I just want to take up the time to clear something about myself, I'm not doing this to receive any kind of attention when I'm trying to do is bring attention to a problem, I realize that I wouldn't put on this Earth to enjoy life, we are all given a mission from God. I'm sorry if you don't believe in him but I do. We weren't put down here to enjoy ourselves we were put here to make a difference in our lives change ourselves from the future. Whether we improve the world or not is not up to me, I tried the self-sacrifices much as I have or could, many times fairly. I know when you read my messages you're trying to see what's in the middle of it, I have never asked for Mercy. I have never blamed God for what's happened to me. I have always thought of it as this is my cross, what I do with it and what people see me doing with it is my downfall or upfall depending on what's going on. I've done my best to hold it together as best as I can I hope you understand this.

Joseph