Stage 4 cervical cancer survivor

Brittboyd743

Hello, I got diagnosed with stage 4 cervical cancer with 7 tumors at the age of 28 and I am 32 now but I went through 4 surgerys and chemo radiation and the cancer still came back so I had a pelvic exenteration and the outcome of it was having to wear a colostomy bag and a urostomy bag the rest of my life. It's been 2 years and I still haven't been able to cope with it my bf/baby dad after 8 years of being together when I got cancer he kinda was slipping away and now that I have to wear these bags he barley touches me kisses me he's barley home anymore.. he doesn't want me now after all we been through he doesn't want me because of these 2 bags I have to wear the rest of my life. I don't think I will ever find love again