Caregiver for husband who is a totally different person now.

Peedad

My husband has Myelodysplastic syndrome. He has been given 1-3 years. He talks to me so mean now. He never smiles or laughs. He sits in his recliner with the heated blanket and sleeps or stares at the blankly at the tv. I have tried to hold it together and ignore the mean and hateful thinks he says to me but it is really hard. When he first started this it would result in yelling matches. Than I realized it wasn't helping anything and he isn't listening to me anyway. I feel so lonely and lost. I would love to hear from other people going through this.