Caregiver for husband

Peedad

My husband has Myelodysplastic Syndrome which is a blood cancer. We have been married 47 years. He has turned into a totally different person. I cannot carry on a conversation with him. He never laughs. He talks to me like I am a dog. He cannot say anything nice to me. He has been given 1-3 years. I am dealing with his anger towards me all by myself and it would be nice to talk with other people going through similar circumstances. I hate the way I feel towards him now. He has made it so hard to be understanding.