is it wrong of me?

a_chappie

in a few days i go back to my doctor and get the results of my recent pet scan what i want to know is , is it wrong of me to kinda hope to have cancer again? cause i feel like its all i know at this moment and i guess i just feel lost as to how to go on or what to even do. i feel like a monster for hoping it to happen.

bibliophile

Any change can be scary, even good change. It means making adjustments again and sometimes that is hard. I get really tired of facing hard things, too. How did your pet scan go? How are you doing?

NowwhatinSC

You are not a monster! Cancer is familiar to you therefore it's the safe route. I'm here if you want to chat.