I'm a "survivor"?

SacWayne

Was diagnosed with rectal cancer in Feb '21. Felt like I died that day and I still haven't recovered. Trying to figure out how to be a survivor after everything that's happened in the last (almost) 3 years. At this point I've lost literally everything but my life, car, and a few possessions. I can't do this alone anymore.

I have some support from family, but recently had a break-up after a long term relationship and relocated to a new state. I hope that was rock bottom, but it still feels like I'm there.

I don't know how all this works. I guess I'm looking for guidance. I was going to try and find a support group locally, but there isn't anything close. Figured I'd give this a shot and see how it goes.

cwordwarrior

9 years in. Made it to see my kids graduate from high school and now I'm alone, still fighting recurrence. Seems like Im disappearing piece by piece both literally and figuratively.