I am so angry

GodHelpmymomplease

My mama was dx w/ stage 1 preliminary last week, pending this H2R and genetics as her half sibling passed from metastasized ca. Options at hand are lumpectomy w/ radiation vs unilateral mastectomy. Also 5yrs of estrogen blocker. Doesn’t sound so bad but I can get over this dx. My emotions are all over the place. I wish this was only a nightmare that we could wake up from.