neuroendocrine tumors

Gaskins

Most individuals are afraid. They are afraid of death, afraid of cure, healing and survival and that cancer like the cornovirus is contagious. They belive that manipulation and demanding co-operation means they care. It never accures to their that it's your body and you are the one dealing with the cancer. I was instructed by a male to 'accomodate' and another was harassing my doctors because I could not follow their orders.......give myself my meds.

I was taking injections once a month because I had severe diarreha and couldn't sleep. The injections controlled that. I think they are angry and enraged because I don't 'act like a cancer victim' How are we suppose to act? And because I don't have a mass of complaints or in pain 24/7. These people cannot comprehend a miracle yet they are suppose to believe in God.

I see it because I am living it. They are basically drama queens. I know there's a God and HE is with me. My faith has healed me in so many ways especially psychologically. My father had lung cancer most of his life as a father to me and my siblings. He missed two weeks of work. What is wierd to me is my GI tract.......neuroendrocrine tumor changes food and food choices a lot. For instance the body can't store sugar. So you can a whole bag of candy! You can't digest fats. And when I had severe diarrehea the food went in and five minutes I was eliminating what I ate in the stool. Couldn't gain weight and was always hungry. I still have funny bowel movements but no diarrehea just soft stools and lots of water and urine.

I also have to watch my blood pressure, too! A lot of co-ordination I have to deal with. The dummies don't know but they have their own psychological issues to deal with but don't believe it. I'm responsible for their misconduct and my mistakes. I didn't realize I was that powerful!