The tough side of childhood cancer

fanninga10 Member Posts: 1 *
edited April 20 in Childhood Cancers #1

Hello all, I'm new here. I was diagnosed with neuroblastoma when I was 4 months old and am now 21. I was very lucky they found my tumor, most nurses could not feel it. I feel proud and lucky to be a cancer survivor. But, I've had a lot of challenges growing up. One of my main challenges is not remembering the experience at all. I remember all of my yearly check-ups since, but nothing from the actual time. This makes me feel guilty for my anxiety and depression from it since others actually remember the experience. Is there anybody out there that has a similar battle in their head?