First time posting
Hello,
I am sitting right now at the hospital, watching my wife, my Love, my Light fade into
darkness.
She was diagnosed over a year ago with a particularly nasty case of AML.
In the end, a nasty case of GVHD did her in.
I am surrounded by friends and family and yet, I feel alone.
I wish I could lay down with her so she might take me with her when she goes.
I apologize, I am not making sense, it’s just so painful.
I am so heartbroken! I am so angry!
THIS IS NOT FAIR!!!!
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I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry, Norman. This is heartbreaking and not fair. You're right. There's nothing I can say to make it better. All I can do is say that I feel for you. I was heartbroken 25 years ago when my mother died and I'm going to be crushed when my sister dies within months. I hope you have a close friend you can lean on, and that you do lean on him or her. You'll get through this, but that's not a particularly helpful thing to say right now. I'm sorry...
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Thank you The Terry
Thank you for your kind words.
Still her, fibrillation happenings more often now...
If anyone reads this, please send Love.
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Sending LOVENormanLovesAileen said:Thank you The Terry
Thank you for your kind words.
Still her, fibrillation happenings more often now...
If anyone reads this, please send Love.
Sending LOVE
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