cancer just wont quit even though it already took my wife from me

i dont no how much more i can put up with. im at the end of my rope. i knew the day cancer took my wife things were going to be so different in my life. cancer took the only one that i loved 6 months ago, yet it still reaks havoc in my life. i have no one, family and freinds were never there us at all and when they did stop by to say hello they would steal from me. i cant do this anymore, it has won in every way it can. i had to leave the house now. i couldnt afford it by my self. im now living in the car and have been for a week. the only thing people can say to me is you have to figure something out. I KNOW!!! if it were that easy i wouldnt be living at walmart parking lot.  i no people had to be in simular situation and found a way out. i tryed, i cant get no help from the county or any resourses because they say they are out of funds or im on a waiting list. i swear cancer is the whole reason this is happening and my future isnt looking to good. it mite just take another without even having it. 


  • CSN_Ken
    CSN_Ken admin Posts: 9
    I'm sorry for your loss.

    Hello thisismyhouse,

    My name is Ken and I am a member of the CSN Support Team. First, I would like to express how sorry I am that you are in this difficult situation. Please accept my heartfelt condolences on the loss of your wife.  If you are interested in seeking some emotional support we have a variety of resources that may be available to you. Most importantly, we want you to know that you are not alone.


    The American Cancer Society is available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week to find the assistance you need. I hope you will reach out to us soon. If you think it would be helpful, you may also consider contacting the National Hopeline Network. They can help individuals who are struggling to cope with any thoughts and feelings. Their number is 1-800-442-4673 - or they can be reached through chat at


    We wish you the best during this tough time,



    CSN Support Team