Depression and anxiety after cancer

ssantiago077

Hello everyone. This is my first time here. I'm really hoping to get to know other people that are going or have gone thru what I had. My name is Sherlymary, Sherly for short I am 27yrs old and a mother to 3 beautiful boys. I am a stage 3 stomach cancer survivor. I went thru hell and back, as you guys all know how that is. But I'm happy to say its been 2 yrs since my last treatment. But there's one thing that I've noticed lately, and its really affecting me. When I was at the worst point in my illness, and felt the crappiest, it was spring going onto summer outside. Its been about a month now where I've had excessive anxiety and depression for no reason. But I noticed that when I stepped outside and the sun hits my skin, and I smell the fresh spring air, I get really nauseous and with lots of anxiety. It really takes me back to that spring when I was ill. I'm sorry if I confused you guys, lol, its hard to explain it. But I would really like to hear from anyone who has experienced this. I cannot have this much anxiety at all times, it seems like I'm just have a full month of "bad" or "off" days

Thank you for listening and thank you in advance for replying!!!

Xoxo's

Sherly