I am so lonely and lost these days. We don't have much hope and I am trying to be strong for him but when he tears up at the least little thing it breaks my heart. We made a purchase of a large item and I was going to put it in the car and a man came by and asked if he could put it in the car for us. When he finished he told my husband to take care of himself!!! At the time we couldn't figure out how he knew???? Then I remembered we were parked in the handicap parking and I thought he might have seen him walking very slowly and carefully in the store!!! It's thos moments that break my heart to see him cry because he can't do what he has always done.... Where am I going to find the strength to get through this????