Well I was just told on the 11th I have cancer. They found the mass in a CT on the 27th of Sept. I then went through two biopsy's to get to here. I am now schelduled for surgery on November 18th. The Surgeon is sure he can get all of it. I did have a chest and brain scan done. If anything shows up in this all of this changes. I am meeting with an oncologist on the 2nd to see what he has to say and if there will be treatment after. I am feeling everything all at once. I think you all know what I am going through. I am 39 years old with a four year old daugther. I fear I will not be here for her as she grows up. The next minute I know I will be here, because I am too stuborn to let this take me down. I have lots of people praying for me. But the negative thoughts have a way of sneeking in. Please give me some positive feed back, to help through this.