My name is Pete. 55 yr old male. Younger brother Passed 3/11, Aunt 6/11 both from Cancer. Mother 74 has had Breast 2x,Kidney1x and an operable brain tumor. Still a survivor! Her Quote " The War was worse than this!" From former E.Germany. Has lived in Germany the past 40 years. To say Im scared would be an understatement! How I found out: The past 18 months or so I have had the feeling like I have butterflies in my stomach...I think you know that feeling. With all the things that have taken place during that time it was very easy to write it off as a nervous stomach! Than the past 12 months I started to get a shooting pain from my left side to my left testical. Very intermitently, once a week maybe. Well I just moved to N. Texas to try and find work from N.Utah 5/11. Finally felt something wasnt right and went to the doc. He immedeatly sent me for a blood work up and an Ultra sound. Then the Urologest and here I am!! Now what???? Im sure sugery will be very soon.All I have read o far is not very promising...until of course I found this site!