thrush again

hi everyone, i have thrush again i was afraid that would happen again if i started,, taking antibiotics, thats why i took so long going to the doctor, because harsh is hard on the imune system. I feel like if i have to take chemo again, i won' make it because ifeel so week and wobbly. i feel ifs darned if do and darned if i don't. i feel hpoeless and scared my immune system is already comprimise. my white bool count is still low and so are the plateles blessing denise