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Will it Ever End?

ktlcs
ktlcs CSN Member Posts: 358
in Grief and Bereavement #1
In October of 2009 my husband was diagnosed with rectal cancer. Last 4th of July he was doing great, feeking well, we even had a 4th of July party. On July 17th I lost him. This is Juy 4 m 14 year old neice came to stay for the weekend, we had a grea time, shopping, eating out, laying in the sun etc. Today she was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. I thought I was healing and now it's all come crashing down on me again. I am so scared for her.
I feel like I have beenliving a nightmare for almost 2 years no with no end in sight.

I just don't know what to do for me, but more importantly for her. I know she is terrified having lost her uncle to cancer. I just want to crawl in a hole and forget everythig and everybody!

Sorry I just needed to vent

Kathy
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  • Hondo
    Hondo CSN Member Posts: 6,636 Member
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    Hi Kathy
    Its ok becuase we all know and understand where you are coming from, vent all you need and we will be here to help. I lost my cousin this morning she died at MD Anderson of Cancer but she will always be remembered but all of us who loved her.

    Hondo
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