I am living with ovarian for the last three years. Had Taxol, Carbo,Doxil, and now they are suggesting Gemzar. Doxil made me horribly sick and the tumors worse, so stopped after only two courses, and now, after two months, am still recovering. Read on Gemzar that it may makes you even sicker: Kidney and lung infections, white blood cell deficit, swollen body, flu-like fever and more such goodies. I gfeel like I may die from the Chemo itself.How about refusing any more? Are people out there who live with cancer without chemo? I am 80 ys. old, feel good and am fully lucid.