I just wanted to let everyone know what has happened in the past few weeks. I finished chemo and was as happy as can be. had my ct scan and seen the doc. He gave me two thumbs up and I felt like I won the lottery,. But 3 days later ended up in the ER with stomach ach. They said I had diaberticuits. Kept me to treat me with antibotics. I started running high fever. They ran a bunch of test and then found an abcess on my colon. Had to go Surgier to have it removed. 14 day in the hospital. Now home healing. I feel like I'm starting all over again. I got so depressed being in the hospital and away from my kids. I just want this to be all over and be back to myself. Everyone keeeps telling me how strong I am but I feel like I'm falling apart. And nothing is going right. Sorry to have be so negative just had to vent..and cry.