Ramping up

I am doing ok, but why is it when I actually am starting to feel better physically the emotional part of me that is dreading chemo this next week is ramping up?

I have hit a couple times this week at work that I am just too darned uncomfortable with the scarf so I take it off. It seems odd that I am able to do that so quickly.

I am tired, and actually went to bed last night at 5:45...seriously. I was so disappointed that I was too tired to hear Sue's wonderful news!

Take care guys,