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Linkin Park - Waiting For The End

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
(Oh!)I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
(Oh!)I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got...

This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em
(Holding on to what i haven't got)

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
'Cause we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear
(Holding on to what i haven't got!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5qF_qbaWt3Q

I'd like to think that maybe this is what Pat was thinking. I dunno. Just feeling like crap today.

3Mana

Crappy days!
April,
It's not that long ago since you lost Patrick. You will have crappy days as I still do even after a year without Tom. I was doing good, but now that it's spring and we finally had an 82 degree day today, I feel sad again. Tom and I always did so much in summer. We loved being together and I'm missing him so much again.
This new life that we have sucks doesn't it??? We're trying to be strong, but some days I guess we're entitled to feel like crap!!! The words to the song that you posted are so true as to how we feel, arent they??? Take care! Carole