its official...and im scared

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  • dorookie
    dorookie Member Posts: 1,731 Member
    #22
    I am sorry
    I hate to hear this news, but I agree this is the place to come to when in need for anything really, such wonderful people here. I have my tests today and results on Tuesday, I hate test and the waiting.

    I will be praying for you and praying this will be a very easy ride for you and your family..

    HUGS
    Beth
  • johnnybegood
    johnnybegood Member Posts: 1,117 Member
    #23
    dorookie said:

    I am sorry
    I hate to hear this news, but I agree this is the place to come to when in need for anything really, such wonderful people here. I have my tests today and results on Tuesday, I hate test and the waiting.

    I will be praying for you and praying this will be a very easy ride for you and your family..

    HUGS
    Beth

    whats up dorookie
    thank you for your support.i often think of you.if i am right didnt you move and how is that grand baby,how has life been treating you and hope your health is holding up.talk to you soon...Godbless...johnnybegood
  • Kathryn_in_MN
    Kathryn_in_MN Member Posts: 1,252 Member
    #24
    So sorry
    I'm sorry you are in for another round...

    I had a very short break before being thrown back in, and I've had a really rough time of it. But I hope I can be a little inspiration for you. I had no surgical option for this time - only chemo. After 8tx of FOLFIRI and Avastin I'm doing very well. It was a very rough time getting those 8 treatments in, but instead of having to do 12 as originally planned, I have already graduated to maintenance of just 5-FU and Avastin (chemo-light as my onc calls it).

    I hope you can hit it hard and then be able to let up early too. Hopefully you can have an easy procedure to remove the liver mets, and do some chemo to get rid of any nasty buggers trying to hang on, and be done with it again.
  • Sonia32
    Sonia32 Member Posts: 1,071 Member
    #25
    Hugs Johnnybegood
    I'm so sorry you have to go through this again, but I'm glad you'll have us to walk with you on this journey. And you have got through it once, you will again.

    Sonia
  • JoyceSteele
    JoyceSteele Member Posts: 145
    #26
    THINKING OF YOU
    Am sorry to hear your news, but you are going to make it this time, just like before. Please know I am adding you to my prayer list today. Take care, sending gentle positive thoughts your way, Johnny. My best, Joyce
  • Lovekitties
    Lovekitties Member Posts: 3,364 Member
    #27
    Sorry for your news
    Dear Johnnybegood,

    It is hard to think of having to face the fight again I am sure, yet this time around you know some of the ropes. You know that you are your best advocate. You know that you can weather the treatments. You know that you can get past this recurrance.

    And most of all, you know you have us for support!

    Hope the news is better than you fear from the doc on Monday.

    Hugs,

    Marie who loves kitties
  • msccolon
    msccolon Member Posts: 1,917 Member
    #28
    feel your fear
    this beast just sucks! I'm so sorry you are back in the fight. I have had a few recurrences so I know how it just knocks you back. I don't doubt you will be back up to full speed fight mode once you wrap your head around the latest news. They have good treatments for mets to the liver, so I'm sure you will hear good news from your doc on Monday. I've had microwave ablation done to a small met in my liver, it was easy peasy. Fight hard and I will keep you in my prayers.
    mary
  • wolfen
    wolfen Member Posts: 1,324 Member
    #29
    msccolon said:

    feel your fear
    this beast just sucks! I'm so sorry you are back in the fight. I have had a few recurrences so I know how it just knocks you back. I don't doubt you will be back up to full speed fight mode once you wrap your head around the latest news. They have good treatments for mets to the liver, so I'm sure you will hear good news from your doc on Monday. I've had microwave ablation done to a small met in my liver, it was easy peasy. Fight hard and I will keep you in my prayers.
    mary

    My Precious Daughter
    See, sometimes Mother knows best. I'm so glad you decided to come to your family here for support. So many of them have faced what you are now going through. This is such a special group of people. As I told you on the phone, there is NO giving up. I know it will be a very hard fight for you, but as so many have said, you can do it. Remember if the chemo card comes up, there are different kinds. One important thing is that you won't have the same STUPID onc you had before. Also, remember the alternatives like diet, juicing, etc.

    I'll talk to you soon.

    Wolfen(your mother who loves you very much)
  • mommyof2kds
    mommyof2kds Member Posts: 519
    #30
    wolfen said:

    My Precious Daughter
    See, sometimes Mother knows best. I'm so glad you decided to come to your family here for support. So many of them have faced what you are now going through. This is such a special group of people. As I told you on the phone, there is NO giving up. I know it will be a very hard fight for you, but as so many have said, you can do it. Remember if the chemo card comes up, there are different kinds. One important thing is that you won't have the same STUPID onc you had before. Also, remember the alternatives like diet, juicing, etc.

    I'll talk to you soon.

    Wolfen(your mother who loves you very much)

    So sorry to hear. God Bless.
    So sorry to hear. God Bless. You fought it once and won, now you will do it again.. Petrina
  • chicoturner
    chicoturner Member Posts: 282
    #31
    Hi there Johnnybegood, so
    Hi there Johnnybegood, so very sorry to hear of your lates dx. I was dx Feb.29, 2008 and it does seem like a long time, yet... thankfully we have far go to good. You have already proven that you can fight, so now, we gear up to do it again. Know that not only do others encourage you , but you inspire many people with your attitude. Keep the chin up!! Jean
  • lisa42
    lisa42 Member Posts: 3,625 Member
    #32
    I'm here
    Hi,

    Sorry to hear of the official recurrence- truly. We are here for you, and I'm glad you came back. You can do this- I know how scary it is, having had major recurrences two times. There are definitely others who have had recurrences and have then beaten the beast down into NED. You can do it too.

    Hugs to you,
    Lisa
  • Sundanceh
    Sundanceh Member Posts: 4,392 Member
    #33
    You MIght Not Remember Me....
    ....but I posted some to a couple of your threads when you were on here before:)

    Recurrence is the really tough part of cancer, JBG. I'm battling my 3rd recurrence right now for the past 7 months, with 3 more months to go.

    I understand how difficult it is to hear those words for the first time. I know you did your 12 oxys and ended up with very bad neuropathy, but you had gotten clear of the cancer. I remember thinking that JBG had paid the price.

    And you have, as we all have done, and you will battle onward, like we're doing, and we'll all give it all that we can.

    Take care and all the best.

    -Craig
  • grannyc
    grannyc Member Posts: 63
    #34
    Sundanceh said:

    You MIght Not Remember Me....
    ....but I posted some to a couple of your threads when you were on here before:)

    Recurrence is the really tough part of cancer, JBG. I'm battling my 3rd recurrence right now for the past 7 months, with 3 more months to go.

    I understand how difficult it is to hear those words for the first time. I know you did your 12 oxys and ended up with very bad neuropathy, but you had gotten clear of the cancer. I remember thinking that JBG had paid the price.

    And you have, as we all have done, and you will battle onward, like we're doing, and we'll all give it all that we can.

    Take care and all the best.

    -Craig

    me tto
    I am so sorry to hear you are facing another battle. I was NED for 16 months and jst got the news that my cancer is back as well with several lessions to the liver. hoohum, so we turn our backs and start to relax and are so thankful for the break and a life without a doctor appointment every week...and then it is back, so we pick up our weapons and fight once again. keep up posted on treatment on how you are doing.

    Grannyc
  • pscott1
    pscott1 Member Posts: 207 Member
    #35
    I am so sorry.
    johnnybegood,
    I'm so new to this board....it will only be a month on the 8th since I heard "you have cancer". I can't imagine what you're feeling right now having been fighting this fight for awhile like you have. I have had so many mixed emotions in the short time I've been dealing with this. I wish you well. I hope that you have more good days than bad, that you don't feel you're fighting this fight alone and that you will have hope when all of the bad parts of this round work their way thru. I wish I had a magic wand to wave and make all this go away for you; for all of us. All I can do is say I'll be here posting on this board to keep encouraging you and standing behind you; I'll pray that you will have an easy go of it. You'll be in my thoughts.

    ps
  • angelsbaby
    angelsbaby Member Posts: 1,165 Member
    #36
    pscott1 said:

    I am so sorry.
    johnnybegood,
    I'm so new to this board....it will only be a month on the 8th since I heard "you have cancer". I can't imagine what you're feeling right now having been fighting this fight for awhile like you have. I have had so many mixed emotions in the short time I've been dealing with this. I wish you well. I hope that you have more good days than bad, that you don't feel you're fighting this fight alone and that you will have hope when all of the bad parts of this round work their way thru. I wish I had a magic wand to wave and make all this go away for you; for all of us. All I can do is say I'll be here posting on this board to keep encouraging you and standing behind you; I'll pray that you will have an easy go of it. You'll be in my thoughts.

    ps

    Sorry
    johnybegood you are in my thoughts to be better soon

    michelle
  • Nana b
    Nana b Member Posts: 3,030 Member
    #37
    angelsbaby said:

    Sorry
    johnybegood you are in my thoughts to be better soon

    michelle

    Fight like an A-hoe!!!

    Fight like an A-hoe!!!
  • Unknown
    Unknown
    #38
    Nana b said:

    Fight like an A-hoe!!!

    Fight like an A-hoe!!!

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  • joy44
    joy44 Member Posts: 50
    #39
    Sorry to hear that your
    Sorry to hear that your back, so i am sending you a BIG SNOWY ((HUG)) so you know i am always here!!:)

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