just going through the motions...

cher8871
cher8871 Member Posts: 64
edited March 2014 in Caregivers #1
i realized this week that i don't think i'm really "feeling" any of this. i tell people my dad has been given an open ended death sentence and that i'm keeping it all together but i don't really think i am. i keep the bills paid and food on the table but man, i need a break. it scares me to think how i'm going to be flooded with emotion when "THE" time comes. here's to hoping i don't lose what little mind i have left......

happy new year guys!! let's hope and pray for a cure for sh!tty cancer!

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  • mswijiknyc
    mswijiknyc Member Posts: 421
    know the feeling
    been reading my mind again have you? stop it it's creepy. ;)
  • cher8871
    cher8871 Member Posts: 64

    know the feeling
    been reading my mind again have you? stop it it's creepy. ;)

    hey april, hope things are
    hey april, hope things are better!!!!

    cheri
  • mswijiknyc
    mswijiknyc Member Posts: 421
    cher8871 said:

    hey april, hope things are
    hey april, hope things are better!!!!

    cheri

    not really
    when the hospice intake nurse told me I don't have much time, he's going fast, I wanted to break down right there. But I can't. Not yet.

    But when I do it will be epic.
  • cher8871
    cher8871 Member Posts: 64

    not really
    when the hospice intake nurse told me I don't have much time, he's going fast, I wanted to break down right there. But I can't. Not yet.

    But when I do it will be epic.

    just know you can talk to me
    just know you can talk to me ANYTIME!

    hugs.....cheri
  • cher8871
    cher8871 Member Posts: 64

    not really
    when the hospice intake nurse told me I don't have much time, he's going fast, I wanted to break down right there. But I can't. Not yet.

    But when I do it will be epic.

    just know you can talk to me
    just know you can talk to me ANYTIME!

    hugs.....cheri