My heart is heavy
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What can I say?
I went to Home Depot, and there was the hot dog stand, just a few feet from me. And I didn't go to it. Darn It!!!
Thank you each and everyone, I'm sorry I get in the funks, kind of sucks.
And yes I do have anti-depressant pills,but like most pills I don't take them. Even with horrible headaches I don't take aspirin, just some sort of anti-pill thing in my mind. (probably because half my brothers and sisters are addicts).
I gave my onc's office all my Emends, because, well, it's a pill, never remember to take them. (that's why I have notes around house to remind me to take Xeloda, don't want to forget to take those!!!) And I'm from strong stock, (wouldn't know it from my depressed post, now would you?), and we don't do anti-depressants. I remind myself, I am my Father's daughter, he was a strong man. I will pull myself out of this, and why?
Because you are all there helping me along the way, better then a therapist's office I do believe!!
And how does Clift always think of the right thing to say? Swear he must be an angel living on earth hiding his Angel wings from the rest of us.
Thank you, thank you, EVERYONE, I feel much better tonight, much better.0 -
Glad to hear you are feeling betterherdizziness said:What can I say?
I went to Home Depot, and there was the hot dog stand, just a few feet from me. And I didn't go to it. Darn It!!!
Thank you each and everyone, I'm sorry I get in the funks, kind of sucks.
And yes I do have anti-depressant pills,but like most pills I don't take them. Even with horrible headaches I don't take aspirin, just some sort of anti-pill thing in my mind. (probably because half my brothers and sisters are addicts).
I gave my onc's office all my Emends, because, well, it's a pill, never remember to take them. (that's why I have notes around house to remind me to take Xeloda, don't want to forget to take those!!!) And I'm from strong stock, (wouldn't know it from my depressed post, now would you?), and we don't do anti-depressants. I remind myself, I am my Father's daughter, he was a strong man. I will pull myself out of this, and why?
Because you are all there helping me along the way, better then a therapist's office I do believe!!
And how does Clift always think of the right thing to say? Swear he must be an angel living on earth hiding his Angel wings from the rest of us.
Thank you, thank you, EVERYONE, I feel much better tonight, much better.
Sometimes it just helps to write it down and get it out - vent! When it happens again, just come here and vent again. We all have our ups and downs dealing with cancer. You are no different than the rest of us - we understand.0
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