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why am i so nervous!! Help!

lolad
lolad CSN Member Posts: 670
edited March 2014 in Breast Cancer #1
I was so excited when they finally scheduled me for my reconstruction, but now im getting so nervous about it im sick. Its going to be on the 12th and just coming closer. Why am i so scared this time? I feel like something bads going to happen. Ive had four surgeries in a year and this one will be the fifth. Just had my hysterctomy at the end of May. Is it because i dont want to go through the pain of another surgery? I just dont know. Im lost.

Laura
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  • sea60
    sea60 CSN Member Posts: 2,613
    #2
    Because it's surgery
    and most everyone I know, me included, suffer from the "jitters" before surgery. The more invasive the surgery, the more nervous I became.

    Maybe because it's reconstructive surgery, it's a little more nerve wracking wondering how it'll turn out? I know I thought about that. Plus knowing my surgery would last 8 hours didn't help.

    But you know what? Like all other surgeries, it will feel like you just closed your eyes for a second and before you know it, it's over.

    Don't feel lost. We're all going through this with you.

    You'll be in my thoughts and prayers for strength and peace.

    Blessings,
    Sylvia
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  • bjmom1
    bjmom1 CSN Member Posts: 152
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    hang in there
    Hi Laura,

    I understand that you are nervous anyone would be going to have any kind of surgery will make you nervous. Because of the what if, But please before you go to have your surgery think positive that everything is going to be ok you have people like me who will have you in theirs prayers and seening you positive energy. Have faith and believe that everything is going to be ok.
    barb
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  • Marcia527
    Marcia527 CSN Member Posts: 2,729
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    As you already know, the
    As you already know, the waiting is the hardest part. hang in there. You are much braver than me as I can't bring myself to do the reconstruction.
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  • survives
    survives CSN Member Posts: 254 Member
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    Marcia527 said:

    As you already know, the
    As you already know, the waiting is the hardest part. hang in there. You are much braver than me as I can't bring myself to do the reconstruction.

    You will get through this!
    Of course you're nervous. Who wouldn't be?? Will keep you close in my thoughts and pryaers.
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  • missrenee
    missrenee CSN Member Posts: 2,136 Member
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    survives said:

    You will get through this!
    Of course you're nervous. Who wouldn't be?? Will keep you close in my thoughts and pryaers.

    Being nervous before something like this is very "normal."
    I can't imagine not being nervous and filled with anxiety. The waiting is definitely the worst part. I hope these days fly by for you and the surgery comes and goes quickly and that you're soon on the other side of this. We'll all be pulling for you and have you in our prayers. You can do this--you are a warrior and a survivor. May you be filled with positive energy and courage.

    Hugs, Renee
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  • New Flower
    New Flower CSN Member Posts: 4,294 Member
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    missrenee said:

    Being nervous before something like this is very "normal."
    I can't imagine not being nervous and filled with anxiety. The waiting is definitely the worst part. I hope these days fly by for you and the surgery comes and goes quickly and that you're soon on the other side of this. We'll all be pulling for you and have you in our prayers. You can do this--you are a warrior and a survivor. May you be filled with positive energy and courage.

    Hugs, Renee

    Laura
    I am sorry and completely understand. I had 4 surgeries, including immediate reconstruction, 6 Chemo cycles, 40 radiations with smile, making jokes and comforting my doctors. I guess I lost my bravery and now even a simple blood test makes me nervous. I cannot bring myself to any elective procedure anymore. It is normal since you underwent rigorous treatments and have been through a lot . I am sure you will be fine and happy after it is over. Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way.
    Good luck,
    New Flower
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  • CypressCynthia
    CypressCynthia CSN Member Posts: 4,014 Member
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    Pavlov's dogs?
    I think we are all now like Pavlov's dogs and react everytime we are having tests, surgeries, etc. At least, I know that's how I am. It's hard not be anxious when you've been through it before. Sending positive healing energy and good thoughts your way!
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  • lolad
    lolad CSN Member Posts: 670
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    CypressCynthia said:

    Pavlov's dogs?
    I think we are all now like Pavlov's dogs and react everytime we are having tests, surgeries, etc. At least, I know that's how I am. It's hard not be anxious when you've been through it before. Sending positive healing energy and good thoughts your way!

    Thanks guys
    all the well wishes and prayers are great!! Thank you all so much. Its helping!!

    take care
    laura
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  • elm3544
    elm3544 CSN Member Posts: 748
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    understandable
    You have been through alot! That's how I felt just having a biopsy a couple months ago, so I can imagine how you feel. This is much more than that!
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