TNBC second round HELP!

webbwife50
webbwife50 Member Posts: 394
edited March 2014 in Breast Cancer #1
Hi, my name is Alison. I was diagnosed with TNBC last June. I underwent bilateral mastectomy, chemo and recon in December. I had no node involvement and we all have thought I beat it. Shoot I thought they said I had an 80% chance it wouldn't come back. Well I have been recovering very well,it's been 8 months since my last chemo, I am just starting to consider nips for my new girls etc. etc. life is good... until I mentioned my sore neck to my oncologist. She had an MRI done last Monday and suspects a possible reoccurence in my neck vertibrae. I have a PETCT scheduled tomarrow and meet with my oncologist wednesday to discuss the findings. My poor husband, he's a new one, husband I mean, and the best man I'v ever known. I love him so much. We are both in our early 50's and just found each other a couple of years ago. How do people do this?! Please talk to me, pray for me, I need some support from peeps who know. Thank you and God Bless!!
Alison

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  • new2me
    new2me Member Posts: 177 Member
    Alison - I'm not an expert
    and have had only 1 treatment so far. I am also 50 - How do we handle it?? We take one day at a time and we just simply LOVE each other. We get our strength from Jesus Christ, our family, friends and co-workers. My husband has been the best. He has taken all pressure off me regarding the house. When I'm feeling bad I can do nothing and he insist I do nothing, when I feel good, he lets me do whatever I want. He's been to every appt and is there when I need him - even if it;s just to hold me.

    I will pray for you. :)

    Kelly
  • cindycflynn
    cindycflynn Member Posts: 1,132 Member
    Alison
    Welcome to this site, though I'm very sorry for the reason you're here.

    I have not had to deal with a recurrence, or even a scare yet as I haven't gone back for my first follow-up mammo yet. It is never too far from any of our minds, however, so I can at least imagine what you must be feeling right now and my heart goes out to you.

    There are many ladies who have dealt with a recurrence and have beaten down the beast yet again, so I'm sure they will be along to encourage you and give you hope to move forward with this new battle, if you do indeed have to fight it.

    Like you, I had only been married a few years (we just celebrated our 4th anniversary) when I was diagnosed at age 50. It is not easy on either of you, but at least you have each other to hold on to for strength.

    I will be sending my positive thoughts and prayers your way.

    Take care,
    Cindy
  • cahjah75
    cahjah75 Member Posts: 2,631
    So sorry
    So sorry to hear the fear in your comments Alison. I just had BLM last week, so I haven't started treatments yet. Because I had to get off my arthritis meds a week before surgery my neck has been especially stiff. I have osteoarthritis that has caused degenerative disc disease. My spine surgeon is the only one that I did not contact regarding the bc. I see him in September. I'm praying for you that there is nothing that can't be fixed in your neck area. I certainly hope no cancer has spread. Try to stay positive and you will get through this.

    Although my husband is there for me he is a very quiet person. Unfortunately he had some kind of stomach bug the day I came home from the hospital. He's still not feeling well and only doing what really needs to be done - like cooking and the laundry. We do ok....
    Char
  • 2Floridiansisters
    2Floridiansisters Member Posts: 384 Member
    cahjah75 said:

    So sorry
    So sorry to hear the fear in your comments Alison. I just had BLM last week, so I haven't started treatments yet. Because I had to get off my arthritis meds a week before surgery my neck has been especially stiff. I have osteoarthritis that has caused degenerative disc disease. My spine surgeon is the only one that I did not contact regarding the bc. I see him in September. I'm praying for you that there is nothing that can't be fixed in your neck area. I certainly hope no cancer has spread. Try to stay positive and you will get through this.

    Although my husband is there for me he is a very quiet person. Unfortunately he had some kind of stomach bug the day I came home from the hospital. He's still not feeling well and only doing what really needs to be done - like cooking and the laundry. We do ok....
    Char

    Hi Allison
    You are way ahead of me as far as what's happened to you, so far I've on ly had the diagnoses news and my first round of chemo was last Wednesday, they are trying to shrink my turmour. (gawd I hate that word)

    I don't have any advice for you regarding the husband, I have been married 20 years and there are days I think I have the absolute best husbnad in the world and then he goes and proves me wrong by saying something stupid or being insensitive or just being him. I love him more than anything and deep down I know he loves me but this cancer is surely going to test the strongest of relationships, how can it not??

    Anyway caome here to talk to all of us, we know what you're going through.

    Love Ronda
  • New Flower
    New Flower Member Posts: 4,294
    cahjah75 said:

    So sorry
    So sorry to hear the fear in your comments Alison. I just had BLM last week, so I haven't started treatments yet. Because I had to get off my arthritis meds a week before surgery my neck has been especially stiff. I have osteoarthritis that has caused degenerative disc disease. My spine surgeon is the only one that I did not contact regarding the bc. I see him in September. I'm praying for you that there is nothing that can't be fixed in your neck area. I certainly hope no cancer has spread. Try to stay positive and you will get through this.

    Although my husband is there for me he is a very quiet person. Unfortunately he had some kind of stomach bug the day I came home from the hospital. He's still not feeling well and only doing what really needs to be done - like cooking and the laundry. We do ok....
    Char

    Allison
    I am very sorry. First of all welcome to the site. You will find compassion and understanding here along with humor, good laughs and real life experiences. Second, let wait for the PETScan results. Hopefully it is not that we all scarred to face -recurrence. Here on this board we have several brave solders who have been facing recurrence and undergoing treatment. We will be thinking and praying for you and your husband.
    I was diagnosed at age 46 with stage IIIC. I had, mastectomy, reconstruction, Chemo, and radiation. I decided not to do nipples and any other improvement of reconstructed breast. Yesterday I went to outdoor pool and had my laps. Regardless of outcome of your test you will get through and win.
    Good luck
  • webbwife50
    webbwife50 Member Posts: 394
    cahjah75 said:

    So sorry
    So sorry to hear the fear in your comments Alison. I just had BLM last week, so I haven't started treatments yet. Because I had to get off my arthritis meds a week before surgery my neck has been especially stiff. I have osteoarthritis that has caused degenerative disc disease. My spine surgeon is the only one that I did not contact regarding the bc. I see him in September. I'm praying for you that there is nothing that can't be fixed in your neck area. I certainly hope no cancer has spread. Try to stay positive and you will get through this.

    Although my husband is there for me he is a very quiet person. Unfortunately he had some kind of stomach bug the day I came home from the hospital. He's still not feeling well and only doing what really needs to be done - like cooking and the laundry. We do ok....
    Char

    blm
    Thank you for taking the time to respond to me. I am pretty wiped out as I'm sure you are too. Don't worry about the hubby, he'll get better, feel guilty for getting sick, and them treat you like gold. Blm took awhile for me to recover from, I did the tram flap reconstruction after I finished chemo last december and have been very very very happy with the results. My biggest issue post blm was fluid build up on my chest, I had to be retubed for drainage a couple of time during chemo. Since recon I haven't had any trouble at all. I was a DD and now I'm a nice little B. I love it! God Bless You and keep you!
  • Skeezie
    Skeezie Member Posts: 586 Member

    blm
    Thank you for taking the time to respond to me. I am pretty wiped out as I'm sure you are too. Don't worry about the hubby, he'll get better, feel guilty for getting sick, and them treat you like gold. Blm took awhile for me to recover from, I did the tram flap reconstruction after I finished chemo last december and have been very very very happy with the results. My biggest issue post blm was fluid build up on my chest, I had to be retubed for drainage a couple of time during chemo. Since recon I haven't had any trouble at all. I was a DD and now I'm a nice little B. I love it! God Bless You and keep you!

    Hi Alison,
    Welcome to the group. Got my fingers crossed it's not a recurrence. I too was a tnbc, no nodes involved, simple mastecomy right breast, no resconstruction. Chemo, no rads because no cancer cells found in breast tissue after mastecomy.

    There are three pink sisters on this board who are currently fighting a recurrence as well. I guess if it happens we just do like before, one step at a time, day by day...only this time we are not newbies and know what to expect. Not fair tho huh? Once should be enough.

    Please keep us posted with your Pet Scan results...we are all praying for a good outcome.

    Hugs, Judy :-)
  • jnl
    jnl Member Posts: 3,869 Member

    Alison
    Welcome to this site, though I'm very sorry for the reason you're here.

    I have not had to deal with a recurrence, or even a scare yet as I haven't gone back for my first follow-up mammo yet. It is never too far from any of our minds, however, so I can at least imagine what you must be feeling right now and my heart goes out to you.

    There are many ladies who have dealt with a recurrence and have beaten down the beast yet again, so I'm sure they will be along to encourage you and give you hope to move forward with this new battle, if you do indeed have to fight it.

    Like you, I had only been married a few years (we just celebrated our 4th anniversary) when I was diagnosed at age 50. It is not easy on either of you, but at least you have each other to hold on to for strength.

    I will be sending my positive thoughts and prayers your way.

    Take care,
    Cindy

    Sending you hugs and prayers
    Sending you hugs and prayers Alison! Please keep posting to let us know how you are and the results of your tests.


    Hugs, Leeza
  • ms.sunshine
    ms.sunshine Member Posts: 707 Member
    Skeezie said:

    Hi Alison,
    Welcome to the group. Got my fingers crossed it's not a recurrence. I too was a tnbc, no nodes involved, simple mastecomy right breast, no resconstruction. Chemo, no rads because no cancer cells found in breast tissue after mastecomy.

    There are three pink sisters on this board who are currently fighting a recurrence as well. I guess if it happens we just do like before, one step at a time, day by day...only this time we are not newbies and know what to expect. Not fair tho huh? Once should be enough.

    Please keep us posted with your Pet Scan results...we are all praying for a good outcome.

    Hugs, Judy :-)

    I hope the doctor is wrong.
    I hope the doctor is wrong. You have all the support you can possibly want right here from the beautiful women, and a few great men on this site.
    I wish you the best
    Jennifer
  • MyTurnNow
    MyTurnNow Member Posts: 2,686 Member
    Welcome, Alison, though I'm
    Welcome, Alison, though I'm sorry you have to be here. I will also keep my fingers, toes, eyes, etc. crossed that your PET scan is clear. Keep us posted on your results and if needed, we'll be here to help you get through whatever is necessary. Take care.
  • webbwife50
    webbwife50 Member Posts: 394
    jnl said:

    Sending you hugs and prayers
    Sending you hugs and prayers Alison! Please keep posting to let us know how you are and the results of your tests.


    Hugs, Leeza

    ?
    Thank you for the hugs and prayers LeeZa, I just sitting here at the computer checking my new messages because I don't want to get up and get dressed and put on my....well you get the pic. Today is my petct scan, it will tell all. Thanks Alison
  • webbwife50
    webbwife50 Member Posts: 394
    jnl said:

    Sending you hugs and prayers
    Sending you hugs and prayers Alison! Please keep posting to let us know how you are and the results of your tests.


    Hugs, Leeza

    ?
    Thank you for the hugs and prayers LeeZa, I just sitting here at the computer checking my new messages because I don't want to get up and get dressed and put on my....well you get the pic. Today is my petct scan, it will tell all. Thanks Alison
  • webbwife50
    webbwife50 Member Posts: 394
    jnl said:

    Sending you hugs and prayers
    Sending you hugs and prayers Alison! Please keep posting to let us know how you are and the results of your tests.


    Hugs, Leeza

    ?
    Thank you for the hugs and prayers LeeZa, I just sitting here at the computer checking my new messages because I don't want to get up and get dressed and put on my....well you get the pic. Today is my petct scan, it will tell all. Thanks Alison
  • Balentine
    Balentine Member Posts: 393
    MyTurnNow said:

    Welcome, Alison, though I'm
    Welcome, Alison, though I'm sorry you have to be here. I will also keep my fingers, toes, eyes, etc. crossed that your PET scan is clear. Keep us posted on your results and if needed, we'll be here to help you get through whatever is necessary. Take care.

    We are praying for you
    Alison, Please know we will be praying for you and lifting you up and hoping that this is not a recurrence. As others have said, one day at a time is all we can handle and looking to Jesus who give us a fresh portion of his mercy and grace EVERY morning. Be blessed and receive God's peace. Love and hugs.
    Lorrie
  • survivorbc09
    survivorbc09 Member Posts: 4,374 Member
    new2me said:

    Alison - I'm not an expert
    and have had only 1 treatment so far. I am also 50 - How do we handle it?? We take one day at a time and we just simply LOVE each other. We get our strength from Jesus Christ, our family, friends and co-workers. My husband has been the best. He has taken all pressure off me regarding the house. When I'm feeling bad I can do nothing and he insist I do nothing, when I feel good, he lets me do whatever I want. He's been to every appt and is there when I need him - even if it;s just to hold me.

    I will pray for you. :)

    Kelly

    Sending you prayers Alison!

    Sending you prayers Alison!
  • carkris
    carkris Member Posts: 4,553 Member
    Balentine said:

    We are praying for you
    Alison, Please know we will be praying for you and lifting you up and hoping that this is not a recurrence. As others have said, one day at a time is all we can handle and looking to Jesus who give us a fresh portion of his mercy and grace EVERY morning. Be blessed and receive God's peace. Love and hugs.
    Lorrie

    hoping it s only a scare and
    hoping it s only a scare and your scans are negative. keep us informed and hugs to you .
  • jo jo
    jo jo Member Posts: 1,175 Member
    Hi Alison
    Sorry to hear your

    Hi Alison
    Sorry to hear your news but like they said, lets hope its just a scare.
    Keep us posted
  • jnl
    jnl Member Posts: 3,869 Member
    jo jo said:

    Hi Alison
    Sorry to hear your

    Hi Alison
    Sorry to hear your news but like they said, lets hope its just a scare.
    Keep us posted

    Do you have your results
    Do you have your results yet? Please post to let us know!

    Praying for a clean result!