I have no idea whats going on with me. I could cry at the drop of a hat. Now I have felt like this before at the very beginning of this journey, but now I am close to the end of treatment, besides herceptin until next summer. I started taking Tamoxifen, is this making me feel like this? I am on all the good drugs for the depression and all that goes with it. Why now do I feel like I am falling back. Is this normal ? Yes, I have a lot going on in my life right now and it's not all about me, but I was feeling this way before. I can't seem to get it together the last 2 weeks or so. Can't sleep through the night. I have drugs for that to. So tell me whats going on ? Why now ? Could not be a worse time right now to be this way.